The Last Cut

Chapter 5

ok... im officially pissed off. I am going to fricken kill my laptop. i had this chapter all done. then my laptop fucked up and it lost it all

ok.... Alice's POV is by my friend Harper she wrote all of it!! I just tweeked a little bit of it, there was few errors.

I might rewrite this story later on, because i feel like some of it isnt adding up!!!! This chapter is either going to be very long or in 2 parts... whatever comes first i guess! I think im going to start naming my chapters some of them are going to be song titles and some arent, i will tell you if they were titles and who the band is...

ENJOY! AND COMMENNTTT!!!!!!! I gots some quotes for y'all

"you know what "Normal" is..? A setting on a Washing Machine. No one wants to be that.."

"suicide isn't cowardly. i'll tell you what's cowardly; treating people so badly that they want to end their lives." 

Both by Ashley Purdy :)

Disarray POV

I bandaged my wrist, and pulled down my hoodie sleeve. I wiped up the blood from the sink and then threw the red hand towel in the dirty clothes hamper that was in the corner of my ensuite bathroom.

"Disarray, honey, its time for dinner!" my mom yelled up to me.

When did she get home? How long have I been in here? I looked at my phone time, 5:23 pm.

Wow...

Time flies....

I went down the stairs and sat at the table. The butler came and gave me my food, steak, salad, and potatoes.

"Thanks, Jon" I muttered, he bowed his head slightly.

I picked at my food, not really eating it.

"Honey," my eyes snapped up to meet my mothers gaze.

"What" I snapped.

"Eat, or I will call Dr, Grey," she threatened. Of course.

"I'm not hungry." I said quietly.

"Then I'm going to call Dr. Grey." She got up to grab the cordless phone.

"Just eat Disarray, its good." Tiffiany murmured.

"I'm not hungry." I murmured back.

"Then you will be back in therapy. Laying on a couch, telling a stranger how you feel." mom jumped in.

"I'm not going back to therapy and I'm not going to eat." I almost yelled.

I heard the door open, great, dads home.

"Hey, sorry, long surgery." He said, sitting down at the head of the table.

"How is everything?" He asked mom.

"Great, except Disarray won't eat." She said, her eyes flickered to me.

"Sweetie, you need to eat." He said quietly. I used to be close to him, but since I 'changed' im not.

"Dad, im not hungry," I sipped my water after my statement.

"Dad, she didnt even eat lunch." Tiffiany stated.

"How do you fucking know?" I yelled.

"Language!" Mom yelled. I took a deep breath and looked at Valerie, my cute little sister, the reason why I cant cuss. Valerie looked at me pointedly, she knew that was a bad word.

"Sorry, honey." I whispered to Val.

"How do you know I didn't eat." I asked through my teeth.

"I watched you take back your tray full of food," She looked at my sympathetically.