The Last Cut

Chapter 41

For those who are wondering, the Disarray POV's will get longer! Don't worry lovelies!

xXHarperXx = Alice

Me = Dis

We don't own the bands or anything!

Probably no song >>>> cuz I'm writing this on the Wattpad app on my iPod.

Anyways.. ENJOY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I

Weed violation. That goes to u Erica!!!

I might fix this chap later on... Idk yet lol

Alice POV

I was thinking about the performance tomorrow night when Dis came up to me.

"Whacha thinking about?" she asked.

"Something." I told her.

"About what?"

"Tomorrow night." I whispered the guys were still up but Ronnie was in his own personal room.

"What about it?" she asked looking sad and I kinda felt bad that she couldn't perform tomorrow night and then I got an idea.

"Dis go weigh yourself." I told her.

"Why? I've eaten all four meals today." She asked confused.

"Just go do it."

"Fine." She muttered and she got up and went to the bathroom.

When she got out she came over to me,"107."

"One or two?" I asked her.

"What?" she gave me a confused look.

"One or two?" I repeated.

"I don't know two?" she said making it sound like a question.

"Okay lets go see Ronnie." I told her getting up.

"No! Wait! Why?!" she said panicking.

"Just trust me." I said pulling her to his door and knocking on it.

"One second." Ronnie yelled. "Who is it?"

"Us!" I told him through the door.

"Who's us?" he told us opening the door.

"Crazy one and crazy two." Dis smiled.

"Which of you is crazy one and which of you is crazy two?" he asked letting us in.

"Crazy one." I told him looking at him up and down looking at his ROYALTY and statue of liberty tattoo. He always kept them covered so me and Dis never really got the chance to see them.

"Crazy two." Dis replied looking at his abs.

"Like what ya see?" he questioned motioning to himself.

"Yep!" I said laughing.

"Nope." Dis told him trying to keep a straight face.

"Whatever." He said shaking his head, "What do you guys want?"

"I don't know exactly what she just dragged me in here."Dis told him.

"Umm....I was thinking..." I started. "That Dis could perform tomorrow night."

"What?" Dis shrieked.

"Explain." Ronnie told me.

"What if just for tomorrow night Dis performs with the rest of us. That way she can have her first performance with her best friend. And plus she has been doing really really well." I explained.

After a few minutes of thinking Ronnie said, "I can live with that."

"Your kidding me right?" Dis asked.

"Nope." Ronnie and I said at the same time.

"Oh my god thank you!" she squealed jumping up and down but the bus hit a bump and when Dis came down she fell on her ass and me and Ronnie laughed.

"Not funny." she mumbled turning red.

Disarray POV

I walked out of Ronnie's room surprised.

I get to preform tomorrow? Hell yea!

I smiled as my phone rang, making me roll my eyes.

"Hey." I answered.

"Hey Disarray." My moms voice rang over the speaker.

"Hey mom. What's up?" I asked her as I laid on my bunk.

"Just taking Val to the doctor, she has a fever and some flu symptoms so I'm gunna have her checked out." She told me, I nodded even though she couldn't see me.

"Hope she feels better soon." I told her.

"Yeah me too. I gotta go hun I'm at the doctors now. Bye baby girl." Baby girl? What has she been smoking?

"Bye mother." I told her and ended the call. I shook my head and looked out the window that was in my bunk. Yes I have a window bunk! Be jealous. The road seemed never ending. My mind wandered to Val, probably sneezing and coughing, all of a sudden I got cold. It felt like an omen. I chuckled at my stupidity and continued watching the road.

Alice POV

We were in the bar that we had booked for the opening performance and everyone was busy getting shit set up.

"You okay?" Ryan came over to me leaning up against the wall. Dis was somewhere running around with Dahvie.

"Nervous." I told him.

"How can you be nervous?" he laughed. I think hes had a monster today.

Yep that has to explain it.

"Everytime I go to a concert I'm in the crowd but this one I'm gonna be on stage." I said quietly.

"Well I think your gonna love it." he told me."Just wait till you sign your first autograph and have someone tell you they love you for what you do."

"What makes you think someone will want my autograph?"

"Because they will."he told me and walked away to help Davey.

Disarray POV

"The hell?" I giggled at Jayy and Dahvie.

"I don't know." Jayy shrugged.

I shook my head at him and spun around again on the bar stool. I giggled as I watched everything blue together.

"Did you give her drugs Jayy?" Derek asked, we all shook our heads.

We weren't lying. I was sober and clean and 100% Disarray right now. But I was kinda high off of excitement and adrenaline. I can't believe I'm gunna perform tonight!

Alice POV

I looked out the bus window at 6 and saw a line around the venue and started to freak myself out.

"Just calm down."Ronnie told me.

"Is this what it was like for your first performance?" I asked softly. I knew he didn't like it a whole lot when ETF was mentioned.

"Yep. Pretty much." he told me nodding."Come on lets go do vocal warmups." and I nodded.

An hour later we were behind stage talking in a circle everyone was quiet and Ryan was being a weirdo. Dahvie and Jayy were talking about there props and stuff. Dis looked nervous and excited.

I could hear the fans screaming and to be honest I was freaking out and then the venue manager went out on stage and told some useless shit and then he yelled "So put your hands together for Falling in Reverse and their contest winner Alice."

'Here we go' I thought stepping out into the brightly lit stage with Ronnie standing by my side.