The Last Cut

Chapter 47

A/N Im sorry it took so long! I was so busy with shit!

xXHarperXx = Alice

Me = Dis

We do not own the bands!

Alice POV

I sat there in the silence of the bus for I think 30 minutes before I heard the door open and in walked Ryan. I wiped my tears and looked at him and shook my head and looked down.

"Hey what's going on?" he asked softly sitting down next to me.

"Umm.." I started not really knowing if I should tell him about my mom or not.

"Come on Alice, something is really bugging you whether you want to admit it or not."

"I called my mom." I told him.

"But why are you this emotional about it?" He asked softly.

"Ryan, I'm going to tell you what I told Ron earlier. My parents after I was raped couldn't deal with their daughter being 'different'." I started."My parents started to drink. It was a little at first but after a while it was every night. Eventually it got to the point where I would keep my and Ky locked in our rooms at night because if we weren't careful....they'd hit us."

"Oh Alice..." he told me hugging me.

"I haven't heard my mom talk to me when she is sober in over a year in a half. When I called she was sober, " I whispered. "She told me she loved me. I haven't heard her say that to me since the morning of when I was raped."

"So that's why you're in here crying." He nodded quietly.

"Mhm."

"We go on again in like ten minutes. Do you want to do the one song still?"

"Sure." I giggled.

"Well than come on." He said pulling me up.

Disarray POV

I walked around backstage, drinking a monster.

"Hey! You!" Jayy yelled as he ran over.

"You still performing?"

"Yea. Duh! Sorry but I usually dont have Unity Stripes on my face for nothing." I told him and smiled.

"Oooh she's bitchy today!" He laughed and hugged me. "Ali told us about Val. Im sorry to hear that Dis."

"Wow. Jayy Von Monroe is hugging me and being nice!" I laughed.

"Hey! I'm nice. Sometimes."

"You're nice to me!"

"Thats because you are a close friend of mine now. Get with the times bitch!" He grinned and I laughed.

"Theres the Jayy I know and love!" I yelled and walked backwards, running into someone.

"Oh. Sorry." I said as I turned around, seeing bright hair and even brighter eyes. Dahvie.

"Dahvie!" I yelled and hugged him.

"Hey chicka. Sorry bout your sis. We are here for you!" He said as he hugged me tightly.

"Thanks Dahv." I said right as I heard Ronnie say goodbye to the crowd for now. I sighed and started thinking about the rush of performing. Jayy and Dahvie were preparing to go on stage.

I ran my fingers through my hair and smiled happily as Falling In Reverse came bounding on stage. Jayy and Dahvie let the stage things get changed to their stuff and once that was done they ran onto stage. I watched until the stage tech walked over and handed me a cordless mic. I quickly thought through my parts of Happy Violentines Day, and I smiled as I took a step farther into the shadows and waited for Jayy to come and get me for the beginning.