Save Me - A ForthBeam Fanfic

Chapter 4

Forth. After he got out of Beam's room that day, the drunk guy who begged someone to save him never left his mind. He didn't see the cute boy from Med faculty for a week now. Not that he didn't want to. After that night, all he wanted was to see Beam. All he wanted was to know more of what's making him miserable like that. But what reason aside from that will he use to go see him? Nothing more.

What is this feeling exactly? Why do i need to know him more than before? Is this curiosity? Is it just curiosity? What about Pha and Kit? What do they know? And that kiss!! Ughh!!

Those are some of the things he thinks about every night. Before he close his eyes, all he see is Beam burrying his scarlet face to his chest and mumbling things like, hmm warm. I like it." And he remembers everything clearly like how Beam made him lean closer than he already was that night and demanded that he must kiss the drunk guy "kiss me. Stupid." And in the morning the guy who demanded to be kissed and snuggled to his chest don't remember a thing when he woke up. Good job Beam. Now I'm just the one missing that moment. Honestly, the wonders alcohol does is quite upsetting.

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Beam. It's been a week since Kit gave him that lecture about him going out drinking and getting wasted and not telling him. Pha also got an earful from Kit the next day who nagged about how he didn't inform him of Beam's whereabouts.

The weird things he felt when he woke up that day was still in his mind. How he wasn't enraged when Forth slept beside him while he was wasted and he might have said things that would draw out curiosity from the other guy. But a week had passed and no questions from Forth had arised. "Maybe i didn't do anything stupid afterall."

That night with Forth, he don't remember a thing that happened after he got wasted. The meds he's taking prevents him from remembering things when he's not himself. Fucking side effects. But that sleep, it was the nicest and most peaceful sleep he had in a while now. He's grateful for Forth for staying with him although he won't admit it to his face or to himself.

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Pha and Kit. Every Saturday, they made it a regular thing to be with Beam in his room doing whatever the hell it takes to kill boredom. Beam don't want go to out on Saturdays. He has his reasons. Apart from having nothing to do on Saturdays, especially when they don't have to study for exams, they don't let Beam be alone in his room. They also have their reasons. They don't want history repeating itself. Never again.

But on this coming Saturday, none of them can be with Beam. Pha has to come home for his father had needed him for something and he really can't refrain from coming because that's the only day his father's hectic schedule is free.

Kit on the other hand, had some urgent family issues he needs to attend to. He could take Beam with him but it's a Saturday and Beam wouldn't want to go with him all the more because it was family issues.

They both know Beam promised never to try to take his life again on a Saturday and they believe him but still it was imperative he has company on such day the worst part of his life took place.