Save Me - A ForthBeam Fanfic

Chapter 19

'You fall inlove with the little things about someone, like the sound of their laughter or the way their smile forms. Or the way they annoy you or the way they get flustered.'

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Forth's POV:

"Hi bee 😊" I messaged Beam because i was a bit bored with this lectures.

"So you guys are official now?" Lam asked me as he leaned close to me while i was busy with my phone. We are in the middle of class but i don't care. My Beam is not in class at this moment.

I turned to him and quirked my eyebrows. I haven't told him about it yet. "How did you know?"

"You're not letting your phone out of your sight and you smile like an idiot whenever it beeps. Do you think I'm stupid not to notice? 😑" This friend of mine too nosy at times.

"I think your stupid for being too nosy."

"You got your prize and you didn't even thank me for copying notes for you when you were so busy spying on that Doc Beam of yours."

"Whoa. Are you sulking? Seriously?"

"No. But treat me at the pub tonight and maybe i'll feel better." Exams are fast approaching and he wants to go drinking?

"Do you want Beam to kill me if we go drinking when exams are coming? He will also beat the shit out of you for even thinking of doing such ideas. I don't want to sleep on the couch again."

I still remember when he made me sleep on the couch on the night we became boyfriends. Damn that was uncomfortable!
But he only let me sleep there for like two hours because i keep moving and i can't sleep and maybe he felt sorry for doing that. Then he grumpily got up and pulled me to the bed to sleep beside him. But he placed a pillow in the middle of the bed so i don't go near him but when we woke up the next morning his body was wrapped all over me. 😅😅 Hahaha. He was so cute.

"He made you sleep on the couch?! HAHAHA!!" Now this stupid friend of mine is making fun of me for having to sleep on the couch. Wait till you get your own lover then you'll know and i will be there to laugh at your sorry ass!

*buzz buzz*
My phone lit up. My wife replied to my message. 🙋

"Aren't you in class right now? Why are you texting me?! 😑"

"I'm a genius. Did you forget? 😅"

"😑😑"

"What are you doing?"

"Eating."

"You're always hungry these days. Is my wifey pregnant? 😂"

"#$%&#$%&!! 😤"

"Hahahaha"

Don't get us wrong guys. We didn't do it yet. Its too soon for that and i know he's not ready and we just started dating but i really like teasing him about it ever since he mistaken me for being horny when i was just hungry 😂 He was so cute when he blushed all over. I really like seeing him flustered.

"Tell him we'll go drinking later." This crazy friend of mine wouldn't stop.

"How about you just go tell him yourself and face his wrath alone eh?" You have no idea how he is when he's mad.

"Give me his number then." He said with a smirk.

He really is serious. But there is no way in hell i am giving him my wife's number.

"Fuck off. Find someone to go with you. I need to study later."

My baby isn't replying anymore. He must be so annoyed right now 😂

"How about we just bring him with us later? Maybe he could get drunk and you know what happens next right?" He wriggled his eyebrows at me. Wtf. Is he trying to convince me?

"Why the fuck do you need to go drinking at times like these? Do you have a problem? Are you heartbroken?"

"Hell no!" Our other friends turned to us. He caught attention in the middle of class. Good thing the prof didn't sent us out. He stopped pestering me about drinking tonight. Is he that thirsty?

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Beam's POV:

"Pregnant my foot!! Asshole!" I muttered as i read Forth's message asking if i was pregnant. This idiot really likes to annoy me. 😣

Ai'Pha and Ai'Kit who was busy eating looked at me with confused faces as they heard me cuss out of the blue.

"What's the matter? Who's pregnant?" Kit asked after he swallowed his food.

I huffed. "Nothing."

"Forth asked him if he were pregnant." Ai'Pha answered for me. Does he know how to read minds now?

I almost laughed when Kit choked on his food. We're having our snack at the cafeteria after a three hour lecture drained our energy.

"I asked that to N'Yo when we were out eating and he called me a dickhead." He said while rubbing Ai'Kit in the back as he was coughing. He then turned to him with a bored face. "He must get that from Ming."

"Oh shut up. N'Yo is probably right calling you a dickhead." Kit glared at Ai'Pha and then he turned to me. "I noticed you eat a lot these days. Forth must be right."

"I eat cause I'm hungry! Don't make stupid and impossible assumptions!" My friends must be crazy for thinking that we already done it. It's only been like two weeks. 😤

To be honest, i always say he annoys me but that just how i show him i appreciate his presence - but he really does annoy me. 😒

Ever since Forth started sleeping in my partment, i didn't take medications again. I don't know if there would be a side effect to that but i'm not feeling it yet.

I'm don't even need to set that stupid alarm anymore. Waking up next to Forth was a common feeling now, but seeing that handsome face every time i open my eyes still makes my heart skip a beat. But I'm not never going to admit that to him. His already being over confident about himself right now what more if i admit it then he would be over the moon right? 😒

I'm not going to lie that I'm still afraid that everything might just be a fantasy. It was like everytime i woke up i am afraid that Forth wouldn't be there and everything was just some stupid dream from the very start - that i didn't meet Forth that day at the Pharma, that i didn't have gone drinking with him and his friends or worse - that maybe i didn't exist anymore. That i was a ghost that forgot i was already dead. It was an everyday struggle for me to be sure that it's all real. But i keep everything to myself because i don't want him to worry.

I make sure that Forth wouldn't notice that i was sad at times. But him being him, i kinda feel that he knows.

Its been a year now, i should be okay right? I should be. But i don't know how. What the hell is wrong with me? 😣

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