He's A Badman[EDITING]

Chapter 58: Hell

And yes I'm still alive...well barely but at least I can still somewhat write. Lmao I'm thinking twice on continuing my job hahah xD

"What even took you s-..."

I didn't even let him finish as I punched the invitation to his chest. He took a step backward with wide eyes then slowly looked down at the piece of shit I just thrown him.

"You love me huh?" I snorted, "So being engage to someone else is your way on proving your shit to me?" I gritted, "What the fuck Bang Yongguk?!" I growled as I grabbed his shirt and shook him back and fort but slowly stopped as I just laid my head against his chest chewing my lower lip trying to contain my tears.

"I know it's bad but when I heard you opposed your father that time...isn't it really bad that I was happy and touched?" I piped up already on the verge of crying, "S-So what happened? Why are you doing this? Why so sudden when I-I finally has the courage to say..." I paused as I looked up at him with blurry sight due to tears breaking out of my eyes.

"Bang Yongguk I love you."

I waited for his answer, his gummy smile that he shows to limited people only, his so deep voice to boom out but nothing none of it come out.

"Y-Yongguk?"

"You love me huh?" He muttered, "Then come with me and let me fuck you." He said with blank expression.

"W-What?"

"Did I stutter?" He retorted.

"But didn't you said you don't want to fuck me? That you want to make love to me?" I said in monotone, "And why does fucking concerns my confession?!" I snapped "I really don't know what did Hyosung did this time for you to act like this Yongguk but please tell me you're just kidding and this is just a sick act or something, please" I begged and was about to reach for him but he backed away and he heaved a deep sigh.

"Smart people are really dumb when it comes to love, aren't you?" He scoffed.

"Did you really think after saying those words can make things go back to all those acts?" He sighed, "Yes, what I've shown you was the real sick act and what you're seeing right now is the real thing Lee Hee Ra my dear." He cooed mockingly then smirked.

"Do you really think this is a cliché bad boy fanfic where the guy change because of a girl he fell in love with and has a happily ever after ending? Well sorry to break this off to you Lee Hee Ra but this is a real fucking life, and here happily ever after doesn't exist." He announced venomously, "When I thought I already failed and given up to making you fall for me you'll say you love me? You're such a cheap cliché shit Hee Ra." He dryly chuckled as he reached for my chin and made me look at his smirking face then he pushed me off.

"Anyways, you're coming to our engagement?" He casually asked as he slipped his hand inside his pocket. "You can bring your siblings, I mean there will be a lot of foods there so you don't need to think of way how to feed those poor kids. They would love it there, they would be happy wherever they can have food to eat anyways. Your siblings are easily to be tame, just give them foods and play with them and they will definitely like you and that's a big points to you, isn't it? I was smart using there sorry little asses, am I-..."

I didn't let him finished his insults to my siblings as I gave all my remaining strength to punch him directly to his face.

"Bang Yongguk" I sneered, "You can insult me, hurt me, laugh at me, and make a fool out of me how many times you want but don't you ever do that to my siblings because I fucking swear to god I'll rip your dick off and feed it to Hyosung since she desperately wanted you and everything about you so much." I said in between my gritted teeth. "Don't you dare showing nor talking to me especially to my siblings ever again or I will kill you." I threatened and before leaving I disgustedly looked at him who was still wincing in pain from my punch.

"You disgust me," I spat, "Maybe you're right I'm so stupid falling and believing on your sorry ass and thought this is shitty poorly written cliché book where we can live happily ever after. But now I wish for the author of this shitty story to make this one a thriller or just have an angsty ending where you painfully die though that will actually be a very good ending for me." I chuckled dryly looking at him dead in the eyes.

"And oh before I forget congrats with your engagement, you both deserves each other."

And without waiting for a comeback that will surely infuriate me more I turned my back at him and waved my hand without looking. I continued walking away without a destination with tears streaming down my cheeks and I wasn't doing or planning of covering or stopping it this time and I just let it go. Good thing classes started awhile ago so no ones around the hallways anymore but being seen as a mess like this was the least I'll give a shit about.

Congratulation Bang Yongguk for ruining the ever known tough and perfect Lee Hee Ra, you should fucking receive an award you dickwad.

I felt vibrations on my pocket and I lifelessly fished it out and without checking I answered it.

"Hm"

"Hee Ra god you finally answered! I've been trying to contact you the whole time!"

"Yeah"

"Yah! Are you ok? Where are you?"

"Hell"

A/N:

Same Hee Ra, same here. But why do I feel that Hee Ra is out of character here? Lmao I love the badass and savage version of her though xD

And you should listen to her she knows shit about this book. Lmao I really don't know why you guys still waiting for this one like I feel really bad that I can't update regularly and keep breaking my promise of completing this book.

I know you guys are tired of my lame excuses like how I'm freaking tired with work(why did I chose this profession again? XD) but I think I should explain and you guys deserves it.

So if I don't have work I always tries to write but my mind wasn't functioning anymore because I guess it was overused already at work. Like I know what I want for this story but when I tried to write already my mind turns blank.

I thought of way better scenarios than this and I wasn't happy, satisfied, and proud of my recent updates on this book so I don't know why you still sticking up on this haha but thank you vm I really do appreciate it. 😁😁😁😁

This is long a/n already so I'll cut this off now and take a rest because again, I'm sick hahaha so much for a medical practitioner, aight? xD