He's A Badman[EDITING]

Chapter 63: "I...I'm sorry."

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I was still shaking when we finally arrived at the hospital. And even my legs felt like jelly I still pushed myself to ran towards the Emergency Room almost tripping uncounted times. I can hear my name being called behind me and some other words that I can't seem to comprehend at the moment all in my mind were Junhong and Jongup.

How are they? What really happened to them? Why are they with Yongguk? Why the hell all these shitty things happening to me? Why my brothers? Why? Why?

"N-Noona!" I snapped out after hearing Jongup's cries. My eyes widened and my heart skipped a beat at the sight of him wailing that was rare for him, his uniform was soaked with blood, and Junhong not sitting beside him.

Oh god please no.

"Noona!" Jongup jumped off his seat dashing towards me, crashing himself against me. I immediately kneeled down hugging him tightly while he continued crying out loud. "J-Junhong...N-Noona J-Junhong..." He tried talking in between tears but I cut him off.

"Shh...c-calm down baby i-it's o-okay." Is it really?

"Unnie! Jongup!" Hyori called out and we both turned to the direction of the voice, there she was with Daehyun and Youngjae standing behind her all panting from running.

"H-Hyo-N-Noona." Jongup mumbled against my shoulder looking up at Hyori who has the same exact expression I was wearing a moment ago.

"W-Where's...J-Junhong?" She asked the same question as me but out loud. Jongup's hold on me tightened and he started breathing unevenly.

"I...I'm sorry." He hiccuped and immediately burried his face on the crook of my neck and started chanting he's sorry and it's all his fault.

I really don't know what to feel nor say at the moment good thing Youngjae and Daehyun helped handling the situation since Hyori was also dumbfounded and immovable at the moment.

"Jongupie let's go we will get you water and clothes so you can change, arraseo?" Daehyun said tapping his shoulder, Jongup immediately shook his head in disagreement and held me tighter like his life depends on it. Daehyun turned to me asking for help.

"U-Upie" My voiced cracked but still continued, "go with your Dae-hyung and Jae-hyung first to change then I promise they will bring you back to me, ok?" I asked as I caressed his head and after couple of second I felt his hold loosened indicating I've convinced him.

He raised his head up and connected his eyes on mind, his eyes full of sadness and guilt. I smiled at him as I wiped his cheeks wet by tears. My poor baby brother, why must this happen?

"N-Noona?" I hummed in response, "C-Can you tell Junhongie I-I am sorry I-I failed as h-his hyung." He trailed off looking down, I bit my lower lip down then cupped his face with my hands making him look at me.

"I will but don't say that you fail being his hyung because I know Junhongie will never thought of that, ok?" I stated caressing his chubby cheek "Whatever happened we will fix it and everything will be ok." I followed up.

"P-Promise?" He held his pinkie up making me gulp, I hate making promises if I don't have any insight of the situation yet especially with my siblings. But Junhong is just alright, right? He's ok? He's actually fine and just waiting for us to pick him up...right?

"Promise" I sealed.

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As Hyori and I walked inside the Emergency Room we were welcomed by Bang Yongguk who I think was about to go out. His eyes widened for a second then went back to his normal blank one while I looked at him with full hatred and disappointment.