The Only Direction

Ch. 13

Zayn stood there awkwardly staring at us. "I'll come back later." he turned around about to walk out.

"Stay." Harry's voice was barely above a whisper. Why did he want him to stay? Was he going to make me choose? Choosing was impossible. I didn't know who I would choose.

"Are you sure?"

"Yeah. Do you want to tell her now?"

"Tell me what?"

"Are you sure Harry? We should give her some space."

"We can't let this go on any longer."

"WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT!" I was really annoyed. They were talking like I wasn't even there.

"Leah, whether you like it or not you're going to have to choose. I pulled a knife on you today. I did because I was confused and broken. Obviously you can't date both of us." Well that wasn't soul crushing at all.

"Leah we both love you but you have to decide." They stared at me expectantly.

"Are y'all crazy! I can't just choose. I have to think about it. I can't just decide right here right now because you asked me!" I ran across the room, pushed past Zayn and stormed into the hallway tears starting to flow.I ran into Niall on the way out who finally showed up. He shouted after me,

"Leah! what's wrong?"

"EVERYTHING!" I ran through the waiting room where Liam and fouls were sitting. I went over to Louis snatching the keys of Zayn's car out of his hands.

"Leah, where are you going?" I didn't answer mainly because I didn't know where. I was going away, far away.

I got to Zayn's car and jumped in the driver's seat. I sped out of the parking lot and drove down the street way past the speed limit. Maybe I'll get arrested. It be a nice change. As I raced along, I decided to go to the club that I met Harry at. It would be easy to lose myself in the noise.

The club was packed with people being idiots. Idiots, I knew a couple of those. I crouched in a corner. People scurried around me trying to find a place to stand, a drink to get, or someone to take home. I hated the club but I needed a place to run away to. id done it before and met a superstar who was now in the hospital because of me and is making me choose between him and another superstar. maybe I'll meet a normal guy this time. I wasn't that lucky.

Someone handed me a drink. I knew I wasn't supposed to but whatever. I didn't know who gave me the drink, but I started to drink it anyway. I gagged at the strong smell and taste of alcohol. I never liked alcohol and didn't really like drinking because i liked being in control of myself, but lately I hadn't been in control at all. I laughed when I realized that even though it felt like months I had been here YESTERDAY. All of his drama had happened in one Day!

I finished the first drink and went searching for a second. I ordered on from the bar. The guy didn't even ask for an ID. What an idiot. I took the drink not even knowing what it was. when he turned away I ran because I didn't have any money to pay for it.

The drink was huge and the alcohol burned as I gulped it down, but I didn't care. I tried to walk but ended up falling spilling my drink all over my shirt. I laid on the ground too weak to pull myself up as I slowly faded out of consciousness. Just before my world turned black, someone picked me up carrying me out of the club. I was too tired and intoxicated to fight back.

END OF CHAPTER 13

I know u want to know who she chooses but I'm evil 😊