K.I.S.S (Futanari) •

Lost

Hartley's P.O.V

"Bubba are you even listening to me?" Poppy's voice broke through mental thoughts causing me to look at her. Bubba. I fudging love it when she calls me that. It develops a warm fuzzy feeling within me.

"Of course I am" I told her and she rolled her eyes at me before she leaned across the cafeteria table we were sitting at and spoke lowly, "Oh really? Then what was I talking about?" she asked me and I mentally bit my lip as I thought really hard.

"How beautiful you look today?" I ended up saying and she looked at me with a small smirk on her irresistible lips. I looked back at her as I felt myself smile, this felt like a one time moment. Even though there is over fifty teens in this cafeteria with us.

"Close but no"

"Was it really that close?"

"Not a chance" she said and I laughed as I knew my eyes were laughing also as we moved closer to the brunette. I wrapped my arms around her waist and pulled her on my lap. I buried my nose in her neck as I breathed in her scent.

"What's going on? You've been out of it lately" she whispered gently against my temple and I took a deep breath before I spoke, "I don't know. I'm feeling lost and I don't know why" I told her truthfully. I felt her stir in my arms before I felt as she lifted my chin up so I was looking at her.

"Lost? As in what aspect? as in our relationship aspect or?" she asked me with a worried tone of voice. I lifted my hand up and caressed her cheek gently. The words were buried deep within my heart, I wanted to tell her the truth. The truth as to why I was feeling like this. I should tell her. She's a part of me. So I mentally erased all of my negative thoughts. Tighten my arms around her before taking a deep breath,

"I've never been lost when I'm with you. It's just--I think ma isn't getting better" I finally let out and I watched as her eyes dropped and now a more worried look had castes over her grey eyes. "What do you mean bubba?" she asked me and I could feel my heart tearing into little pieces within me. I wanted to cry. I wanted to let out all of my thoughts with tears.

"It was a week or so ago and we were at a check up. I left ma alone with the doctor but when they had existed, the doctor's face said it all. Pure sympathy and sorrow were filled within his blue eyes as he looked at ma. Ma was just looking at me. With an emotion I've never seen. As if--she was taking her last picture of me" I said with pure sadness laced in my voice.

Poppy immediately stood up and dragged me up by my hand as she then made her way out the cafeteria, not acknowledging the disgusting wolf whistles she always seems to get from the football and basketball team. If I wasn't so deep within my thoughts, I'd probably kick them so hard where the sun doesn't shine.

Poppy leaded me outside the school building and towards the massive football field that we had. I wanted to take off my boots and socks to feel the soft grass beneath my feet. It always made me feel better. I was dragged away my thoughts as I felt myself being pulled down onto a soft, warm body. I looked down and saw grey caring eyes. Her beautiful brunette hair was displayed messily against the natural green color of the grass.

"Have you talked with your ma?" she whispered and I stayed quiet. I stayed quiet as I kept admiring her features. No one should look this beautiful. She is a pure gem. A different beautiful gem.

"No. I don't want my thoughts to be reality" I whispered back.

I closed my eyes slowly as I felt her warm hand softly caressing my cheek. If I was a cat or a dog, I'd be a purring mess. She always knows how to calm me down enough to talk about the situation at hand. "I'm not pressuring you or anything baby, but--I think you need to speak to her. Tell her what you think" she said gently. I huffed as I rolled off her and sat up as I rubbed the back of my neck.