K.I.S.S (Futanari) •

Not Again

Poppy's P.O.V

"So do you want to go? To the party with me?" Issac asked me this and I continued staring at the wall, my back turned to him as my comforter had swallowed me whole. I hadn't been out my room for a week, after--I closed my eyes tighter not wanting to think about it--or her.

I sigh before rolling onto my back, turning slightly to look over at the tall man. I watched as he nervously stood there, his blue eyes glancing at almost everything in my room. "I--I don't know Issac. I'm not really into--"

"Oh come on, please? You need to get out of the house like--seriously Poppy. Are you really going to make yourself more miserable over some human?" he asks me in a incredulous tone, I look at him blatantly and mentally said inside my head, "she's not just a human Issac--she's my human or was".

As I continued to lay there, I begin thinking, thinking really hard and while I was thinking, I begin to feel myself get angry. I felt--I was so embarrassed standing in front of her when she told me that she didn't love me anymore. I have never felt that hurt in my entire life--it broke me. She broke me.

I sat up slowly, dragging my fingers through my hair and then scrunched up my nose seeing that I definitely needed to shower and definitely needed to wash my hair. A thought had popped up in my mind--I remember seeing a post on Instagram how when girls get their heartbroken, they don't cry in bed and pig out on chocolate.

Instead they dye their hair, get a tattoo or get a piercing. So with that idea, I tried to push down the hurt but then decided to keep it in me, keep the hurt in me as I do things that I've always wanted to do but were too scared to do.

So I look at Issac and spoke up, "before we go to this party, we are having our hair dyed" I told him and he looks at me dumbly again before shaking his head and chuckling, "are you--have you lost your insanity? we are not dying our hair or at least I'm not--"

"Oh come on Issac. It'll be so fun! come on, it'll make me happy again--"

"Wait are you serious? that's going to make you happy again? and even if I do it too?" he asks me interrupting me so I lied and said yes, if I said no then he wouldn't do it.

I just wanted the two of us to do this because well I don't know, maybe it could give me more strength to move and to know that I've got a friend near me for me to do that. I watched as Issac sighed drastically which made me roll my eyes but then clap and jump off my bed when he agreed with me.

"We're going purple honey!" I yelled with excitement as I entered my bathroom and the last words coming from Issac were a big fat NO but I ignored him and got ready to clean myself up to then go and get our hair done.

It was an hour and a half before I deemed I was presentful enough to enter the real world so after I had finished putting on my make up, I had grabbed my keys, wallet and phone then turned off the light in my room as I made my way out my bedroom and down my stairs watching as Issac was sitting on the couch that was near my front door.

"Let's go" I told him and watched as he sighed again for the hundredth time but finally listening to me as he walked behind me silently as we got into my car.

"Purple though?" he asks me and I nod, staring straight ahead in front of me before I spoke, "Hartley hates purple" I mumble out and out of my side view I watch as Issac nods before he fully turns to me and I wanted to laugh how he could turn his body like that, I mean Issac was not 130lbs, my guess he'd be around 210lbs.

"Oh I know what you're doing. You're going to go rogue. Be like extremely sexy and like do forbidden things that you're parents would like die over and you're getting things your ex would never approve of" he practically yells at me and when he had finished his sentences, he breathes out sharply and I took that as my time to say, "you go--"