13 Reasons Why Imagines

Keep this Between Us (Clay x reader) 2/2

Set the day after Hannah's suicide
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I laid in bed and just stared at my wall. The news about Hannah's suicide has gotten around quickly and I couldn't help but feel guilty. Part of me felt like it was my fault. After what happened with Clay and myself... I feel like she could have found out. There was no way since I told no one and Clay said he wouldn't.

I was glaring at my phone when I suddenly felt sick. I quickly got out of bed and just barely made it to the bathroom before throwing up. I groaned as I leaned my back against the wall. My mom frowned as she walked into the bathroom.

"Are you okay sweetie? You not feeling good?" My mom asked. I looked over at her and shook my head.

"No, mom. I'm not feeling good..." I mumbled as I stood up. I quickly brushed my teeth before walking back to my room.

"I'll call the school and tell them you're not making it. I'll leave you some money so you can get food or go to the store. Anyways, I have to go to work. I'll see you at five." Mom said. I nodded as I quickly changed into sweatpants and a t-shirt.

"I love you. Have fun at work." I called after my mom. I heard the door close as I crawled into bed. What the hell should I do?

I pulled my laptop over into my bed and quickly did a Google search of why I was sick. I've been like this a few days and it's randomly throughout the night. It wasn't food poisoning. I froze up when I saw the search.

Symptoms of Pregnancy:
Nausea
Fatigue
Swollen or tender breasts
Missed period

Pregnant? Me pregnant?! My mom would kill me if she found out. I quickly shot my laptop as I hopped out of bed and put a hoodie on and my shoes. I grabbed the money mom left along with my car keeps. I jumped in my car and drove into town.

I went to the Bakers pharmacy they owned and hoped they sold pregnancy tests. I parked on the street and slowly pulled my hood up over my head. As I walked in, I saw Mrs Baker. She looked terrible, like she hasn't slept in two days. I looked around and noticed I couldn't find any tests. I sighed as I walked over to Mister Baker who was behind the counter.

"Excuse me. Do you guys have pregnancy tests?" I asked as I hid my fast. I heard some shuffling until a saw a test on the counter.

"You're (F/N), are you? You were in Hannah's math class?" Mister Baker said. I looked up at him and nodded.

"I'm sorry for what happened, Mister Baker. Hannah was such a sweet girl and it's such a tragedy that she's gone." I turned to walk to the register where Mrs Baker was.

"I-is that all?" Mrs Baker said. I nodded as I handed her the money. She handed me back my change as I shoved the tests into my pocket and went to my car.

The entire drive home I thought about what happened with Clay just three months before. We were both drunk. Oh God, what will he say or do if I am pregnant? I shook my head as I tried not to focus on that. Once home, I got out of the car and went to the bathroom.

I hesitated before I took the test. I read the instructions over at least three times before actually doing the test. I was so nervous to see the results, maybe even scared. After the five minutes were up, I looked at the test before I burst into tears.

Positive.

The test said positive. I just sat in the bathroom and cried until my phone began to ring. I quickly dried my tears as I pulled my phone out of my pocket. I stared at the name for a moment before sighing.

"H-Hey Tony. What's up?" I tried my best to sound like I wasn't crying. To me, I was failing.

"Nothing much. You aren't in school today, everything okay?" Tony asked. I grabbed the pregnancy test of the sink and just stared at it.

"I'm sick. I haven't felt well the last few days. Have to talked to Clay today?" I asked Tony. I heard a side conversation with someone before his full attention came back to me.

"I just dropped him off at home. They, uh, sent us home after what happened yesterday. Do you need a ride to his house?" Tony asked me. I shook my head and sighed some.

"No. I'll drive myself to his house. Thanks Tony. I'll talk to you later." I said as I soon hung up the phone. I shoved the test into my hoodie pocket as I then grabbed my car keys and drove off towards Clay's house.

I looked up at Clay's house as I pulled up to his place. I got out of the car and slowly walked up the porch and knocked on the door. I thought about running away until I heard the door open. Clay stood there looking extremely confused with why I was there.

"Hey, (Y/N). What are you doing here?" Clay asked as he looked around. I peeked inside the house some before looking at Clay.

"C-can I come in? I wanted to talk to you about something." I said as I watched a Clay. He nodded as he moved out of the doorway.

"Would you like something to drink?" Clay asked as I walked into the house. I moved over to sit on the couch and just stared at my feet.

"Just a glass of water, please. Thank you." I said as Clay walked away. I thought about what I was trying to say before Clay came back and placed the water on the table.

"So, what did you need? I don't see any books with you if you needed help with school work." Clay said. I grabbed the glass of water and took a sip from it.

"I came over to talk to you. It's very important." I said as I placed the water down. I stared it for what felt like forever before I heard Clay talk.

"What is it, (Y/N)?" Clay asked. I turned to look at him as I stared him in the eye. He watched me as I tried to figure out what to say.

"Clay... I-I... Clay, I'm pregnant." I said to him. He just stared at me while shaking his head.

"W-what? How? This doesn't make any sense!" Clay shoot up as he began to pace around. Tears began to fall from my eyes as I pulled the test out of my pocket. I walked over to Clay and placed it in his hand.

"I-I don't know what to do, Clay. You and I know. I haven't told anyone else. I wanted to talk to Tony but I couldn't..." I said quietly as I looked up at Clay. He watched me as he wrapped his arms tightly around me.

"I'm so sorry about this, (Y/N). We can talk to my dad about this. He's pretty calm and down to earth." Clay said as he slowly pulled his phone out of his pocket. I watched him as I bit my lip.

"N-no! I don't want anyone knowing. Not now." I paced around as I kept my gaze on the ground. Clay placed his hand under my chin and lifted my face so I looked at him.

"After all the shit that's happened, we need each other. Now, is it... my child..?" Clay asked. Did he really doubt me? I came here to talk to him about it. I watched him while biting my lip.

"Clay, you're the only person I've ever had sex with. So I'm 100% sure that you're the father." I said to him. Instantly, we heard a gasp come from behind him. Turns out his parents had both come home early.

"Clay!? W-what is (Y/N) talking about?" His mother asked. We looked between each other before his father placed his hand on her shoulder.

"Now honey, it's probably not that bad. What's going on you two?" Mister Jensen asked. Clay and I pulled away as I looked at his parents.

"Well, uhm.... I'm pregnant.... with Clay's child..." I said as I looked down at the ground.

"Okay... so it may be as bad as you thought. We can figure something out." Clay's father explained. A small sigh escaped my lips as Clay and I looked between each other.

"T-Thank you, Mister Jensen..." I said. He smiled at me and nodded. He turned to look at his wife and took her into the other room to talk. Clay and I stood there and just stared at each other.

"So... how what?" I asked Clay. He watched me for a moment before he pressed his lips against mine. I smiled softly into the kiss and gently pressed mine against his.

"Well, you being my girlfriend..? Then us raising the baby together." Clay said. I watched him and quickly nodded.

"I like that, Clay." I said as I gently kissed his cheek.