13 Reasons Why Imagines

I'm so Sorry... (Marcus x reader)

WARNING: CHAPTER TALKS ABOUT SUICIDE AND SELF HARM. This chapter is also super duper long, sorry lol

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-- (Y/N)'s POV --

Nothing was right after my sister killed herself. Hannah and I were twins but no identical. We did, however, seemed to always get the same boys to become attracted to us. Like Marcus. Even though I told him off after what he did to Hannah at Rosie's, things happened with us....

Long story short, a hook up with Marcus turned into a relationship.

It was 2 weeks after Hannah killed herself. The school felt empty without her. I was empty without her. Everyone knew how hard I was taken the death of my sister. I fell into a terrible depression. I though I knew my sister and she never seemed like that person.

I knew about her and Justin, Zach, Marcus, hell, even her and Courtney. I knew that she was bullied and what they did to her... but she never told me she was going to kill herself. Everyone I looked at, I saw the pity in their eyes. I stopped at my locker and stared at the picture of Hannah and I together. It was taken the morning she killed herself.

"Hey, (Y/N). I missed you last night. I didn't see you at Bryce's party..." I hear Marcus say from the other side of my locker door. I closed it some as I watched him.

"Sorry. I've been helping my parents out. Mom is planning on suing the school for what happened to Hannah. So, we've been trying to find actual proof of why she did, y'know.." I mumbled. Marcus frowned as he looked at me.

"You look like you haven't slept in days, babe. Are you okay?" Marcus asked. No, I wasn't okay. I lost my best friend in the entire world two weeks ago! How the fuck could I cope with that?

"I'm fine. I think I'm going home. I don't feel good." I shut my locker door. Marcus nodded as he kissed my forehead.

"Let me drive you home? Will your parents be upset? Are they both at the store today?" Marcus began asking. Lately, dad's been working the store while mom's searching through everything of Hannah's at least six times. Maybe mom was at the store today since she said she needed to work to get her mind of this.

"If you wanna take me home. Mom and dad should both be at the store. Mom's been stressed over everything." I shrugged as I shut my locker and began walking towards the door. I soon stopped as I made direct eye contact with Courtney. She stood there for a minute before frowning.

"(Y/N). I've been meaning to talk to you. I'm so sorry about what happened to Han-" I put my hand up as I took a step towards Courtney.

"I don't give a flying fuck what you have to say! You hurt my fucking sisters feelings! You were her friend and she loved hanging out with you. After that shit that happened, you turned your fucking back on her! I don't need your pity, Courtney. You need to fuck off and stay the fuck away from me. If you don't, something might happen and quite frankly, I wouldn't give two shits." I said. Courtney seemed scared as I stalked off. The entire hall was quiet as I left the school. I huffed as I walked towards Marcus's car and waited for him.

"You're talking about that rumor about Hannah and Justin, aren't you? It was all because of that damn picture Tyler took..." Marcus said. I raised my brow some at him.

"How did you know about that...? Hannah told no one but me about who was in that picture and what happened..." I asked confused. Marcus just stared at me and shrugged.

"I heard something from some kid awhile ago. I went to winter formal and you didn't so I heard the rumor. Anyways, let's get going." Marcus said as he got into his car. I nodded as I removed my backpack and sat in the passengers seat.