Your Depression is Showing

Mental Pain.

Everyone understands how it feels to be physically hurt, but what about mentally? When you bully those people and belittle them- it hurts. They are already dying inside, so why add on some more? Killing them slowly, I know you do. You continue this trash of breaking me down, and I don't wanna feel anymore. Feelings are what make me hurt, and I don't need this anymore. Numb me down with the poison you stole because I can't take this anymore. Inside burns more than ever, and my heart takes another blow. You still aren't understanding? Well let me get more thorough. Every time you leave me for another, my head feels like a volcano beginning to erupt. My thoughts get darker as you get even farther away. I'm dying inside, and I feel even more pain. This mental pain isn't doing me any good, hell, what am I gonna do with you? Cut your throat with a gruesome comeback? Stab your heart with a ridiculing leave? Oh what should I do for some dear revenge. I used to love your face and voice, but now they annoy me, killing me inside. A bit of mental pain covers my walls- beating me harder more and more. I don't wanna leave you alone, but you don't get the actions you portray. To you, they seem harmless, but I'm almost like a delicate flower. Getting killed day by day as people stomp on me all day long. One day I'll finally not be around, and you'll all be fine without my sad symphonies. You know those ones? The ones that break your heart and then you leave me in the dark? I noted I was fine, but I lied. I need some attention to calm me down, so I don't hurt anymore. The black and blue sadness approaches my walls- closing me inside again. The walls almost seem to choke me tight, and my vision sees all different shades of you. You caused all of this mental pain, but you'll never get that, will you?