I GOT YOU

bahala ka sa buhay mo >.<

idk!

alam ko naman na pagdadaanan namin yung stage ng pag-aaway eh .. pero not at this case ..

why?

cause PROMISES ARE MADE ALWAYS TO BE BROKEN

so, that was the beginning of our cold war ..

ganito kasi yun oh ..

Friday night .. if im not mistaken ..

magkausap kami sa phone ,., as usual ..

"Ta, my ggwin kba sa Sunday ?'' tanong ni Kiel ..

"uhm . wla naman po Sin ..bkit ?" baka aayain niya lang aq magsimba or gumala ..

"kita tau ,, morning .. "--Kiel

"oh sige .. sa church na tau magki2ta?" --Ako

"yup .. tska Ta, ano kasi -- '' si Kiel .. may gusto syang sbhin sa akin ehh ..

"Sin, ano po ba yun ? tell me na po '' --AKO .. starting to be makulit na ..

"eh ,, Ta, ok lng ba na ipakilala na kita dito sa bahay ? " nasamid naman aq ng di oras .. whaaaaatttttt ???? totoo ba yun ?? gusto na nia mging legal kmi sa family nia ??

tatanggi ba naman aq ?? well it is a sign of serious nga sya diba????

"oo naman po Sin .. kaya lang nakakahiya naman Sin .. " bgla umikli ang buntot q .. naalala q .. Sin is almost a perfect man .. pero aq ? nothing but an ugly one .. :(

"ayt .. Ta naman .. ayan na naman tau .. " -- Kiel ,,nararamdaman na agad nia yung naiisip q ..

"Sin ,, haiissst ,, (deep sigh ) " my inferiority complex aq . nangyyri pag natatakot aq mareject .. puro what ifs in negative thought ..

"Sin .. i cant make it .. " im about to cry sa sbrang frustration ..

"Ta, please ? please , hndi ka naman irereject .. as a matter of fact .. they had seen you in pictures .. and mark my word .. I do promise that there will be no rejection at all .. " ohh .. God! anung ggwin ko ??

"Sin, i am afraid ,. but .. i will take that risk for you .. " Finally .. nagawa ko din labanan yun inferiority complex q .. because of Kiel ..

"Oh ! thanks Tata ,, i love you so much ,, ! " naman !! hahah .. natatawa naman aq bgla ..

"iloveyoumore Sinsin .. " and so we slept that night ..

ETO na nga yung away ..

i am ready na .. this is the day na .. last night ,, LASOON was here .. gave me encouraging words ,,

of course .. hndi mawawala ang pang aalaska ni Shintaro sa akin .. "ok lng naman na mareject ka Kie ,, atleast .. hndi ka naman maboBotcha! " weird diba ?? Shin means .. hndi naman daw aq makakarmdm ng rejection s knila .. i wll not die twice .. once lng daw if ever . ahhah // make sense ..

well ..

i am perfectly ready ..

nakadress pa nga aq para mukhang DALANANG PILIPINA este DALAGANG PILIPINA .. hehehe ..

bumaba na aq sa sala ..

my four brothers was there .. si Kuya Warrie pa lang ang kilala niyo noh ? well ,, he was born before me .. Kuya Harrie ..Kuya Larrie and Kuya Garrie was the older ones ..

"Sis .. uhumm , san ang lakad mo ? it was my coolest brother .. Kuya Larrie ..

"well ,, im having a meeting ,, '' sagot q naman ,, hndi naman kasi nila alam na kami na ni Kiel ehh ..