Nothing Special

Still Leaving.

Hey, guys. I'm sorry if you've been waiting long. Just got out for summer and I have a job now, so I'll be uploading a bit less. I'ma start giving each part of the story I upload a name or title or whatever. Hope you're liking it! Lovee youu. :) xx

-Ashley Morgan Posey

*Alyssa's Point of View**

 Lights sparkled around my body, outlining the shape of my body. It was like I was floating.

 "Alyssa..." Louis said. I looked at him with tender eyes. He knew something was wrong. I was stupid to think I could keep it from him.

 I lifted my hand to touch his face and made my image flicker. "You're trying to fade yourself out..." Lou's bright green eyes looked hurt, shining with tears. "Why are you trying to leave?"

 I sighed, letting y image flicker again. "I... I don't know what you're talking about." I stammered. My image went out and then back again. "I have to go... I love you, Louis." I stole a quick kiss that became to real for me. My eyes watered.

 Louis pressed his lips against mine with urgent, raw need. I felt my body twitch on the hospital bed behind me. I gasped and my image just... shut off.

 My lungs filled with air. I moved my arms fast, removing every tube and needle from my body. I sucked in another breath and grabbed my chest shakily. "Shit!" I breathed loudly. I rubbed my hands across my chest. "That hurt..." I whined.

 Louis' eyes were insanely wide as he flung his arms around my body. His hands felt around me, grabbing me, making sure I was all there. "Let go!" I pushed him back and placed my hands on the sides of my face. "Why'd you do that!?" I asked a bit to loud. Machine's around the bed began to beep. I looked at the bandages on my wrists and felt my heart sink. This wasn't supposed to happen.

 "Do what?" Louis begged. "I don't even know what the hell I did! But it brought you back..." He whispered the last part. His arms were spread wide for me to fall into them.

 I shook my head and arms were around my waist in a second. "I hate you... I hate you so much..." Niall whispered into my shoulder.

 I patted his head. "Love you, too."

 He looked up at me with wet eyes. "What in the hell were you doing?"

 I wiped at his cheeks. "Quit crying, you big baby."

 "Baby!?" Niall asked.

 The door to my room flew open, flooding the room with nurses and doctors. One pulled Niall away from me by the hips. "No!" Niall protested.

 "Alyssa!" Louis screamed as a nurse dragged him out of the room.

 "Let me go!" Liam and Zayn yelled at the nurses.

 Harry stared at me from the corner of the room. His eyes were dry now. "How could you?" He mouthed. I felt my chest sink into my heart. Harry walked out of the room quietly.

*3 hours later*

 The nurses and doctors finally left my room. They asked plenty of questions that I couldn't give the answers to.

 "Do you remember what happened?"

 "How did you come back?"

 "Do you feel okay?"

 "I don't understand. You couldn't come back with your injuries. Why are they all gone?"

 "How did you heal?"

 I shrugged at most of the questions. How was I suposed to tell them what had happened.

 "Your friends and fiance are coming in now to-" The doctor was cut off by Louis shoving past him, pushing his shoulder out of the way, and rushing over to my side. He wrapped his arms around me and took in a deep breath.