I can't take this shit anymore. Everything is a fucking mess.
With every passing day, I care about my problems less and less.
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Secrets, she lied, you faked, I quit.
Pull me back, shove me away, I don't give a damn anymore, fuck this shit.
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Darling, shut up. You, fuck off.
No, I'm not okay, turns out my emotions are everyone else's feeding trough.
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I'm closing down. I'm shutting off. For too long, I tried to cope with your opinions.
Go left, go right, be that, be this; I'm done fucking listening to all these minions.
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I'm drowning in bullshit, problems, secrets and everyone's fucking lies,
They telling me shit and I ward it off, but every time I do, a small part of me dies.
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Fuck it. Just this once, I don't care,
My body will burn, my mind will shatter, but it's either this or another nightmare.
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I'm done trying today. Done denying myself what I need; I miss what you gave me.
I can't take it anymore. I'm sorry. Old friend, save me.
