Taylor Swift Wants Me?!

#4 - All Too Well

Back to Madi's POV:

My grandma... She... This is used to be an amazing day, going to Taylor Swift's concert, getting in Club Red, a face to face time with Taylor... And ... My grandma just all of a sudden fell down on the ground and doesn't breathe... And... Taylor just ran to her dad and obviously asked him to call an ambulance for my grandma... And I see her talking to all the other people who got in Club Red who after Taylor's talk all walk away. She just sends them away because of me and my grandma? Okay, she'd make sure those people get another meet and greet later... I mean, that's Taylor. She'll always make her fans happy.
 "Madi, an ambulance is on the way to here... But we don't think your grandma will be alive..." Taylor says to me. Actually, this is a crazy situation. I mean, you are meeting your biggest idol, the girl who kept you alive when you are in hell, and when you are used to have that amazing moment with your idol, the hell gets bigger. "She can't die... Than I have no one anymore!" I scream crying. Taylor pulls me away from my grandma and hugs me. "You have your dad, right?" she asks. "I don't want him to be my dad or even my family. He abuses me. Why the hell would I stay with him and not being able to go anywhere but home?! I have nobody!" Now I realize how lonely I am. It's no miracle. I mean, I'm such a ugly fat girl and such a lousy person. If I could run away from myself, I'll definitely do it. "Look, Madi... I know this isn't going as you'd like it to have... And the same for me... But... It was something I thought of just a few minutes back... If you didn't have anyone to take care of you... I'll adopt you... And I don't care that I'm only 24 years old. You need someone. Someone you love and someone who loves you... And I guess you can't stay with your dad... And I understand you won't say yes... But I'll give you some time... And I'm not going to let you go back to your dad in that time so you'll stay with me in the hotel where I stay." Okay, am I the only one who heard THE Taylor Swift saying that to ME? No? You heard it either? OMYGOSH HOW THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO FEEL RIGHT NOW?!
 
 "The ambulance I here..." Taylor's dad says. Taylor releases me and I sit down on the coach. I already decided I won't go with my grandma to the hospital or anything on my own... The people from the ambulance get in Club Red and check my grandma's heartbeat. Which isn't beating anymore... They look all at me and they don't need to say anything. I just nod with tears streaming down my face. "Taylor... Is there a toilet somewhere here?" I ask soft. "Sure. Right over there." Taylor says to me with a sad face while she point her finger in the direction of the toilet. "Thank you." I say broken. Taylor is watching me while I walk to the toilet, I just feel it. But I don't turn around to see it. I just can't. I need to be alone right now and I need to... cut...

Switching to Taylor' POV:

Why did this have to happen to this girl now? Or at least ever? An abusive dad and the only one she further had was her grandma... Who just died... In my Club Red... the place where was supposed to be nothing else than happiness... I watch Madi going to the toilet and turn back to see the people from the ambulance taking Madi's grandma with them... She died... She's dead... The only person Madi seemed to have, just died... On the most beautiful day of her life... I just don't know what to feel, what to think, what to do... "Taylor, would you ask Madi or she wants to go with them?" my dad asks. "She won't. I already know she won't... She doesn't have anyone anymore now her grandma died..." I say to my dad. "She has her parents?" my dad says. "Her dad is abusive... I don't want her to go home and not being able to go anywhere else... I want to make sure her dad doesn't have the rights to take care of Madi. She deserves better than that." I say. "What do you want her to do then? An orphanage?" dad asks. "No... I first want to make sure her dad may not have her with him anymore and then... I'm planning to adopt her. I'm sure I can handle that and I will also help her a lot." I say. "But Taylor, you're just 24." my mom says. Yes, she just came back. "I don't care. This girl is broken. More than she's used to be. And I know she needs someone and I want to be that person... It will be hard first, but I promise I will take care of her like you two did with Austin and me. She's young. And I think I'm the right person for her to take care of her... She doesn't have to see me as her mom... She can see me as her best friend or something... Please, help me?" I say to my parents. I see my parents are in two minds right now but at least they end up saying yes. I hug them. "Thanks. I love you so much. But I'm going to Madi now. I hope she's not doing anything she'll regret later." I say and I release myself from my parents and go to the toilet.
 I knock on the toilet door. "Madi?" I ask. I hear sobs. I really want her to be okay... I don't want her to feel this broken, but I guess it's already to late to make sure she isn't broken... I just need  to fix her and... Actually I have no idea how... But as she sees me as someone who can safe her... I'm sure I can fix her as long as she believes in me and I'm sure she does. "Madi, please open the door. I just talked to my parents and they are fine with the idea of me taking care of you. And you are not going to your dad... You're going to stay with me..." I say. "What about my dad." Madi says, obviously still crying. She doesn't only look broken, but she also sounds really broken. "If you come out of there and go with me to my apartment, I'll tell you what my parents and I are planning to do." I say. "Will it be good news?" Madi asks scared. I nod, but realize she can't see that since she is in the toilet with the door locked and I'm on the other side of the door. (a/n: did you guys see what I did there? ^^)
 She unlocks the door and I watch her broken face. "It will mostly be good news, I think. In my opinion it's good." I say to her. "Okay..." Madi says and she all of a sudden hugs me. Her tiny body hugged mine and she stops crying and her breathing gets normal as it was out of control before she got out of the toilet. "May I carry you?" I ask. She just nods. So I lift her up and she just lays her head down on my shoulder. Boy, what is she such a lightweight. "Everything will be alright if you keep me next to you." I whisper. Madi laughs a little and that makes me feel okay as well.
 I remember my mom taking me with her when I came back home from school crying because of what my so called 'friends' did to me. My mom always tried to make me feel okay again. As long as I didn't feel okay, she didn't feel okay as well. And how my mom did to me in those situations, so do I feel right now with Madi... I guess it's because of how my parents raised me. And I will make sure Madi is going to get a normal life. Well, kind of. Because I know if I'm going to adopt her and she's later known as 'the daughter of Taylor Swift', that isn't really normal. But you know what I mean.
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Hi guys, I just really wanted to post and I don't want to make this chapter already very long. Because with the inspiration I have right now I can probably make a longer chapter than this. I'm curious how long it will be. I have vacation right now and not a lot to do so I swear I will be writing a lot if I don't get a writers block like I actually had right now. That is why this chapter sucks. But I swear, once it will get better. I swear it will be better as soon as people get active with reading this book and voting and commenting because comments from you guys make sure I don't get a writers block. So if you want a new post soon, you have to comment. Because your comment will block my upcoming writers block. And that's just a fact :)

I said, "Leave," but all I really want is you
To stand outside my window throwing pebbles
Screaming, "I'm in love with you."
Wait there in the pouring rain, come back for more
And don't you leave 'cause I know
All I need is on the other side of the door

Lalalala, sorry for that, I just wanted to post it.  The people who got the hint earlier in this chapter will get it :P love you xxxx (posted on Tuesday 29 April 2014)