I'm So Sorry

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~Tessa Pov~

I meet Kian at a little restaurant it wasn't too fancy which was good because I didn't want it to seem like a date.  I saw him at a table and went up to him and hug him.

"Hey Tess."  He said.

"Hey Kian.  This place looks nice."  I said

"I know right.  I bought these for you."  He said handing me flowers.  Great... this was gonna be A LOT harder than I thought.

"Oh, thank you."  I said taking them from his hand.

"So are you excited about mini golf."  He asked.

"Of course.  I never done mini golf."  

"Well your gonna love it, I promise." He said smiling.  Ugh why do I have to hurt his feelings.

~AFTER THEIR DONE EATING~

"Ok lets head to the mini golf place.  It's a kind of a long drive, but I promise it's worth it."  He said.

"If you say so."  I was just hoping it was.

~2 Hours Later (Lets just say it's 7 p.m)~

Finally we arrive at the mini golf place.  It looked AMAZING.

"So which course do you wanna go to first?"  He asked me.

"How about, the whine wheel."  I said pointing to it.

"Ok lets go."

Kian went first so I could see how it's done.  He was good.  Next it was my turn.

"Ok just focuse on the ball when your about to hit it.  Here i'll help you."

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I knew for sure Kian was flirting

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I knew for sure Kian was flirting.  I had to go along with it because I didn't want to hurt his feelings well...yet.

"And you just swing."  I swung and I made it in.  I was so happy I gave him a hug when I pulled away we looked into each others eyes.  All I could think about was Chance and that I love him and have him.  But my thoughts were interrupted by Kian's lips on mine.  I was freaking out on the inside and I didn't kiss back.  My eyes were wide and I knew I had to tell Chance.  No secrets.

Kian pulled away and looked at me concerned.

"Umm... im sorry Kian I have to go."  I ranned off out from the golf place and down to the corner of the street.  I called an uber and went home.

~2 hours later~

I arrive home.  I pay the uber and walk in.  I was crying because I felt like I betrayed Chance.  I went upstairs into his room to find him asleep on his bed.  Tony was also asleep on his bed.  I went over to Chance and sat on his bed.  I was thinking of what to say.  I don't want him to be mad or sad.  I just crying more and more quietly.  I was startled because I felt someones arm around my waist.  I turned around and saw Chance half asleep and half awake concerned. 

"Babe what's wrong."  He said sitting up.

I was broken.  I was crying almost a river.  I hugged him and cryed a bit into his chest.

"Im so so sorry Chance."  I said.

"Why?"  He asked confused and concerned.

"Kian kissed me and I didn't kiss back I just sat there.  I was shocked and I didn't know he was gonna kiss me because I was daydreaming about you and being with you.  Once he stopped kissing me I ranned off and came home.  Im so sorry I didn't get a chance to tell him since he kissed me.  Im sorry."  I said talking a bit fast and feeling awful.

"Tessa.  It's ok.  I know you like me and I like you to.  It's ok it's ok."  He said pulling me back into a hug.  He kissed my forehead and I felt calm and safe.

I thought about what happened.  Kian didn't do anything wrong.  He didn't know I was with Chance now.  Well... actually no one knew.

"What's going on."  I heard a voice say.  I looked at Chance and he looked at Anthony's bed.  Anthony had woken up a bit asleep and a bit awake.

"Umm... nothing I was just watching a video."  Chance said.

"Well can you keep it down.  Some people need their beauty sleep."  Anthony said going back to sleep.

Chance then whispered into my ear.

"Let's go into your room."  He grabbed my hand and we went to my room.  I sat on my bed just staring at the floor while Chance was under the covers.

"Chance... i'm sorry."  I said letting a tear drop.  I just didn't want to lose him again.  We came far and I don't wanna go back to how we use to be.  It was hard for me and I don't miss that.

"Tessa look at me."  He said grabbing my face softly.

"You didn't do anything wrong and Kian didn't know you and I are dating.  It's ok.  Please don't blame yourself."  He said lifting my chin up.

"Ok."  I said. 

 The next thing he said made me shocked but really happy.

~Chance Pov~

Tessa was feeling awful and I felt bad.  She shouldn't be blaming herself.  I wanted her to know it's ok.  So I said something I knew she would be happy about.

"Tessa I love you.  Will you be my girlfriend."  I knew it wasn't the perfect setting and time but, she needed to be happy and know I do love her and she's mine and I want her.

She looked at me and grabbed my face and kissed me.  I loved it so much, and her.  We kissed for about a minute and then pulled away for air.

"OF COURSE YES!"  She said extremely happy.  I hugged her tight.  While we were hugging she whispered in my ear.

"I love you to."  And then we cuddled under the covers.  It felt right and great.  I finally have the girl of my dreams.  Finally.


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