Always, Never, Forever.

Chessa Day 3/3

~Chance Pov~

Alex.  Alex had walked in.  I was highly confused why she was here because I know I didn't invite her.  No body knew about me kind of having a thing with someone.  It was just on the down low, were not dating tho just... just complicated right now.

"Alex what are you doing here?!?!"  I asked quietly so no one would know she was here.

"I really wanted to see you.  I thought we could hang out here since we couldn't go anywhere."  She said happily.

"Sure of course."  I replied, I figured the others wouldn't mind.  Plus I know it's weird having my ex see someone who i'm in a romantic/flirting relationship with.  But it should be fine, we are friends and she has Kian...

I closed the door and told everyone to come into the living room.  I wanted them all to meet Alex since if things work out she might be around more often.  Everyone came into the living room.

"Okay guys I wanted to introduce you guys to Alex."  I pointed towards Alex and everyone said hi and smiled, well almost everyone.  But I could tell that everyone were confused on why she was here.

"We are kind of a thing but not official."  I said.

Everyone was shocked and surprised.  I didn't know what they were gonna say.

"Congrats!"  Everyone said.  Everyone except for Tessa I noticed.

"Thanks."  I said.  Alex walked over and hugged me.  

Was I happy?  Yes.  Do I like Alex?  I believe so.  But do I have feelings for Tessa still?  Umm... definite yes.  I like Tessa, she's so pretty, talented, smart, amazing, happy, positive just everything I want in a girl.  But I hurt her.  I didn't mean to but I did.  Also I can't have her anymore.  So the only way to move on is to meet someone new, that someone new is Alex. 

Alex and I broke away from hugging and Tessa walked over to me.

"Chance... can I talk to you in private?"  She asked looking sad.

"Sure."  I replied.

"I'll be right back."  I said to the guys and Alex.

Tessa and I walked outside to the back yard.  I was worried about what Tessa was gonna tell me.

"The girl..."  She said.  I was confused on who she was talking about.

"Who Alex?"  I asked.

"Yeah.  She's the girl..."  She said with a tear rolling down her cheek.

"What girl?  What about her."  I asked getting worried.

"She's the girl you cheated on me with."  She said looking at the ground and letting tears fall.

That's when it hit me.  Alex and I were together that day Tessa and I broke up, well before we broke up, and when I cheated and I didn't mean to.  I could see why Tessa was sad.  But... what about Kian?

"I'm sorry Tessa... wait but..."  I began.

"What about Kian?"  I said.

"What a-about him?"  She asked still sobbing.

"You and I went to talk to Kian about you and me being together.  Also how you were gonna go on a date with him.  I was hurt about that.  Then we break up and you go to him and now your with him."  I said getting angry replaying everything that happened that day in my mind.

"But you cheated on me with her.  I wanted you not Kian!"  She yelled.

"But I thought you didn't have feelings for him.  So since your with him now you must of caught feelings for him some time when we were together!"  I said yelling back.

After I yelled that her face expression went from angry to realization and shock.  She was quite.  But then she spoke.

"You know what.  Even if I did have a little feelings for Kian, I loved you more.  But now it's over.  That's all in the past and yes, I kind of did have feelings for Kian.  Now i'm with him because of your bad choices and carelessness.  So don't blame me, be with Alex I don't care I have Kian who treats me right and i'm glad to be with.  Thank you for the fun day but it's time for me to go."

With that she walked back into the house and I did to.  She went up to Tristan and told him she was ready to go.  She had her car here so she didn't have to take a uber.  Tessa said bye to everyone, everyone but me and Alex, and left with Tristan.  I felt bad that I hurt her, I mean I did feel bad before but I felt A LOT worse now.  Plus she said she did love me...

"Well i'm getting tired i'm gonna go to sleep now."  Said Nick.

"Same."  Said Nathan and Chad.

"Night Chance."  Everyone said.

"Night."  I replied.

Now it was only Alex and I down stairs.

"What now?"  She asked with a smile.

"Alex...  i'm sorry but i'm just not really happy right now.  I think it's best if you go home tonight.  I will make it up to you tomorrow."  She looked sad and just gave me a weak fake smile.

"Ok..."  She said and walked towards the door.  I felt bad and guilty for pushing her away.  I need to forget about Tessa.  Just act like it never happened... I guess?

"Alex wait!"  I said before she reached the door.

"Yeah."  She replied.  I can see hope in her eyes.

"You wanna spend the night here.  I'm sure Jake wouldn't mind."  I said.

"You sure?"  She questioned.

"I'm positive."  I responded.

She smiled big and hugged me.  I was happy.  But of course Tessa was still in my mind.  We went upstairs to my room.  We decided to watch a movie on my laptop.  We watched Daddy's Home 1 and 2.  But, all I remember is cuddling up with Alex and closing my eyes having sleep take over me...