dark minds [completed]

urge

for the first time in a long time 

i've got an urge

and i know i shouldn't do it

i shouldn't give in to it

to this stupid fucking urge

but really, deep down

i need it

i need to do it

its been so long since i last felt it

the cool metal aganist my skin

and i know im too weak

so i'll give in

i'll have time to feel bad about it 

but not now

later.