My Mask [Completed]

Is it Me?

Everybody wants to fit in.

As soon as "Friends" are introduced.

We want to be "Somebody"

Never did my homework, because it was simply "boring"...

Got into trouble, i loved the attention...

Got reported, got punished, cried, screamed, HATED!

Nothing changed...

climbed up grades like stairs.

"Lucky shots" as i call them. Making it with mediocre scores.

Pshh, who even cares?

Making enemies instead of friends...

Desperate to get a girlfriend. Just for the kiss, just for the feels. Before puberty.

Flirting with everybody, creating discomfort between us.

Years passed...

Faces forgotten...

Names destroyed...

Friends lost...

Self-hatred grew stronger every day.

Nothing went my way.

Life sucks!

I WISH I WAS NEVER BORN!

IS THAT WHAT YOU WANT?

Little intentional scars dressed my body piece by piece.

Molecules shredded apart...

Staining my mentality...

Staining my soul...

Staining my heart...