Four walls...
No doors...
No windows…
Just, four walls…
Nothing to do…
Nowhere to go…
I just sit there and contemplate my life…
I don't want to be me anymore…
I don't want to be…
I want to start over…
Clear everything…
Clear everyone…
DISAPPEAR…
But i can't…
i want to give up…
But i can't…
What do i do?
I don't know what to feel…
I don't know what to think…
I don't know…
I don't know…
FUCK!!!
I close my eyes to feel a cold tear slide down my cheek…
Upon opening my eyes…
It wasn't real…
Nothing's real…
Am i real?
What's wrong with me?
FUCK! FUCK! FUCK!
WHY?!?
why?
What is life?
Do i want too much?
Do i try too hard?
Why do i try?
Should i try?
What's the point?
What's the fucking point?
I don't want to keep trying…
But i can't stop…
I don't care…
But it brakes me down…
I don't know what i want…
What i need…
Who i am…
I want to restart…
DISAPPEAR…
START OVER…
DISAPPEAR…
START OVER…
DISAPPEAR…
NEVER RETURN…
What's my purpose?
What am i doing?
GIVE UP…
GIVE UP…
GIVE UP…
I want to be alone…
Alone and free…
But…
But i can't…
There's always someone…
Like a magnet just pulls and pushes…
Conducts…
Plays…
1+1=2
2-1=0
Nothing left…
I choose not to feel…
Not to care…
I want to…
I NEED TO…
DISAPPEAR…
How?
I HAVE TO…
GOODBYE…
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