"I told you she's gonna be okay." I stroke his back. He smile and hold her hand, never let go.
"We never thought that she'll wake up this fast, but she already did and that's a good news for us. I suggest you to let her rest in here for 2 weeks until she feels more better." The doctor's word make a smile spring on my face. Taehyung says thanks before the doctor leaves us. He gets up and hug me. "Thank you.."
"For what?"
"For coming back again to my life." His sweet words make my cheek turn red. He hug me tighter and i finally hit his back several times. "Yah yah yah, i can't breath." He giggle and broke the hug.
"Tae, do you want to see your sister?"
***
"There she is." His eyes widen and rest his head on the glass. I know that's hurt. See our precious person that almost dying. Her body was full by tube, like her life depending on it. "Mianhae.. i'm a bad oppa, right?" I hug him from behind, and he seems calmed down because the hug. "She's gonna be okay, i promised."
***
3 Days later...
She's not waking up yet. The doctor says that she won't survive. Me, Tae, and his mom can't do anything about it. I was ironic, i'm a doctor but i don't know what to do. His friends always come here every morning. Pd-nim already came to see his mom and sister. Many armys that comfort taehyung, said him to be strong.
What a fandom.
"Ajumma!" I greet her and give her a bouquet of flowers. "Thanks.." She smile and smell the flower. "Where's Tae?"
"He goes to the toilet." i nod and sit beside her. "I'm sorry about your daugther." She shushed me and stroke my hair. "It's okay.. You don't have to feel sorry." I smile and nod.
"I was curious about something.." I raised my eyebrows means 'what'.
"Do you and Tae.. you know.." She smirk while i'm become speechless.
"I-i think you're m-misunderstanding about this." I keep force myself to not stuttering, but i already did. She chuckles.
"If you and Tae really a couple, I approving it." I feel my heart touched. She really a nice person.
I just nod and stare at the floor, avoiding her gaze that maybe can caught my red cheek.
***
Days past days, Eunhee become really weak. Tears can't stop falling from Tae's eyes and his mom. I have to admit it, she won't survive. I can't tell tae about it. I'm not ready to see his tears. I'm not ready to see his sad face everyday. So, i cover the truth with a lie.
She'll survive. i promise.
She'll gonna be okay. I promise.
She'll wake up soon, i promise.
All of those promise i made, was a lie. I'm sorry Tae. I'm not ready for it.
Until the doctor says, "I'm sorry."
I feel the world stopped.
My face turn pale, my lips are trembeling, i can't breath.
"No.." His voice crack.
"My daughter.." Her voice was weak. I can't see him like that. I can't see his mom either. I can't.
"You have to save her!" He yells and grip the doctor's arm. The doctor just keep silent, stare at the floor. "Jebal.. Jebal.. She's precious to me. save her!" The doctor escape from his grip and bow, then leave.
"Hah.." His eyes were blank, he not move even 1 inch. But, tears still rolled along his cheek.
"You already promised to me." My eyes widen. "You're a doctor! i know you already knew that she won't made it!" He turn his body and walk toward me. I step back until i feel the wall behind me.
"You lie to me!" He punch the wall really hard. I can't help but cry. I feel hurt, see him crying like this, see him hurt like this. "Taehyung-ah, please stop! This is not her fault!" his mom try to calm him down. But he never listen.
"You.Lie.To.Me!" He punch the wall every word that came from his mouth. "S-stop it." I half-whisper. My voice faded. I don't know what to say. "I hate you. so much."
That word just like a sword that stabbed my heart. Did he really meant it? "I'm s-sorry." He smirked. "Sorry is not enough! She died because of you."
My eyes widen. what did he just said? This is all my fault? I can't hold myself anymore. I'm sorry Tae.
"What did you just say?" I grip his colar, and his eyes widen. "This is all my fault?" He become speechless. "Bitch please! your mom and your sister got into the hospital because of your fucking job! So, you think this is my fault? Aniya, that's yours!" I push him. I mentally regret my words. Why am i become like this?
"You right.. this is all my fault. why did i blame you?" He weakly smile and walk outside the room. "Tae!" I yell his name and chase him.
"Wake up, Tae! don't blame youself too much!" I push him to the wall. He was staring at the floor. "This is all my fault." I hold his cheek and deeply stare at him.
"This is not your fault."
"Don't you lie to me again! you know this is all my fault! admit it already!" His voice crack. i can't say anything. He was right.. i admit that this is all his fault.
"Just.. stop blaming yourself."
"Why? I'm not wrong anyway. this is all my fucking fault and i'm deserve to blaming myself."
"Tae... can you stop blaming yourself for me?" He just stare at me. "I can't stand if you say something like that anymore." my eyes become watery.
"You're just a friend. Don't act too much." He said it coldly.
That tone, that gaze, that face. Remembering me about his old personalities.
"I'm just a friend? Okay, if you say so. Good bye Taehyung." I release my grip and walk away.
I cover my mouth as tears come from my eyes. He hurting me so much. It's too painful to handle. Those kiss and hugs, he didn't meant anything about it?
A/n: Bad taehyung. Shit, i feel bad about Choyeon. stay strong sis.
*Choyeon: i hate you author-nim*
Hehe, i love u too.
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