Choyeons pov
104 days without him. I never thought that i could survive this long. Without him, friends and family. Now i'm live in Australia. My father's brother or i can say, my uncle lives there. With his wife and their son.
I never thought to visit them, but when i heard that my aunt's mother are died, i think i must. I'm planing to stay there for 1 week. But i don't know why did i felt so comfortable with them. They just like my real family. They care about me. Always be my shoulder to cried on, especially Carl, my cousin. He understand me. We got the same taste for many things.
Honestly, it's really hard to forget taehyung. And yes, i still love him. I'm already forgive him for a long time ago. But the scars on my heart, still makes me sick. I really am want to go back to him. But what if he already move on and found my replacement? What if he already forget me? Or even hates me?
But seeing his messages and his intense calls, i think i still have a chance.
I told all of my friends especially BTS members (except taehyung) about my plan to visits my uncle. I told them to not tell taehyung about this. And i hope, they still keep their promises.
Now me and Carl want to have a 'cousin date'. He's taking me to the arcade. "Cho, are you ready?" He yells from his room. "Just a minute!" I yell back and wear my oversized grey hoodie with a 'taehyung' word that written behind it. (A/n: lol) sorry not sorry, he's my UB you know. And of course my ex. What? What's wrong with that anyway? *innocent face*
"Choyeon!" My cousin knock the door roughly. I mentally cursed and grab my bag before open the door. "Calm down, geez." His frown turn into a big grin. "You look beautiful. Why did you have to be my cousin?" He whines while i give him are-you-serious look. "Lets go." I said and walk downstair.
(Skip>>>>arcade)
"Yah yah yah. Stop! Yah, just let me play. Aish.." i pouted when Carl doesn't give me a chance to play the basketball. "See? You just got 63 points. I'm sure i'll got 100+ points. Move!" I push him and put the coin to the hole.
I start throwing the ball to the ring. "Woah, daebak. You really good at this." I smirked. A few minutes later, i finally lose at this game, so i stopped. I look at my score and grinned. "See? 143 points."
"Yah, i'm hungry." Carl whined and pouted. "Me too. Let's buy some food." I happily grab his hand and take him with me. "Hey look! Ice cream!" I pointed an ice cream truck. "Let's have some!" We walk there together. Still holding hands.
"What flavor do you want?" Carl asked me. I hummed. "Vanilla." Carl nods and order the ice cream. I sit on the bench with him when we got the ice cream. "Do you like vanilla flavor so much?" Carl ask me with licking his ice cream. I just nod and look at him. "Do you like minty flavour so much?" He giggle and nods.
We had a good conversation but then his damn phone intterupted. "I must answer it. Wait here okay?" I nod and he run somewhere to pick up the call.
I was busy with my ice cream. But then, i heard some girl conversation that catch my attention.
Girl 1: hey, i heard that BTS will held a fansign in Seoul.
Girl 2: really? I want to go there
Girl 1: hey, guess what? The fansign will be held next week!
Girl 3: i want to meet Jungkook oppa!
Girl 2: yah andwae! Jungkook oppa is mine and only mine.
"Hello to the world Choyeon!" I blink a couple of times. "Oh, sorry." I chuckle. "Come on. I have an important business. I think we should go home. I'm sorry for ruining our date." He pouted.
"It's okay. I had a great time anyway. Let's go."
***
I was in my room. Staring at the roof. Thinking out loud.
"Should i go to the fansign?"
"Maybe this is a sign for me to go back to him."
"Should i?"
"But what if he doesn't love me anymore?"
"What if he changes?"
I cover my face with a pillow and scream. I regret myself for eavesdropped their conversation. Sigh.
What must i do?
Fly back to seoul? Heck why did i felt this way? I was worried for some reason.
I open my phone and see the chat between me and him.
KimTae:
(25th november)
Choyeon
Where are you?
Please reply if you're fine.
I'm worried.
I love you.
(26th november)
I love you
Please reply
And be safe.
(27th november)
I was dreaming about you again.
But it was a nightmare about us.
When you broke up with me at the park.
I love you.
Please reply.
(28th november)
Where are you?
Please reply.
I'm so worried.
Be safe, please.
I love you so much.
(29th november)
I love you
I love you
I love you
Please be safe
Please come back
Please reply
I love you
Tears came from my eyes. Slowly fell to my sheet. How can he keep loving me after all this time? I was ignoring him for 3 month and he still fighting for me. I'm such a bad person.
"I'll go to you again, Kim Taehyung."
A/n: December! I just realize that it's already december! Don't forget about Taehyung's birthday!
