Choyeon pov
"Yah, listen to me! She forced me to do it. I didn't do it on purpose!" He held my wrist tightly, never let go. "And you obeyed her." He nods. "Yes, i'm sorry. I'm so stupid. Just please, don't mad to me." My eyes widen when his eyes turn glossy. I become a little panicked. "D-don't cry! Okay, i forgive you! Just don't-don't cry." He nods again and hug me, burried his face on my neck. "I'm so scared that you'll leave me." He whispered. I shused him and stroke his hair softly. "I will never leave you."
***
I guess my plan ruined because of that bitch. I groaned and punch the wall. I was about to confess him! But when i want to, i saw him kissing that bitch. I want to make a beautiful moment on his birthday. Yet, he cried because he was afraid that i would leave him. "Fuck!" I punch the wall again. I can't control my emotion. I'm so angry. My blood start boiling inside of me. I need something to calmed me down.
I need appa. But he's locking himself on his bedroom. Since my mo- i mean that bitch decided to get married again, somehow my father become depressed and lock himself in his bedroom. I rerely saw him
came out. Everyday i make him some breakfast and put in on the table before going to school. I don't even know is he still alive or not. It was so silent inside his room. He locked it so i can't get inside.
"Appa?" I yell and knock on his door. Usually he let out a low hum when i knock it, but now. No answer. I feel some goosebump on my skin. No. No.
"Appa!" I yell a knock the door hardly.
"No.. no! Appa!"
***
Taehyung pov
"Just leave me alone, Chaerin!"
"Why? You love her don't you?" And it hits me. Am i? This is the most stupid, unbelievable and ridiculous answer in my life. "Yes, i love her," but i have to admit it, i do.
I heard her scoffed. "You better watch out." And with that, she hang up. I feel the world has stopped. Did she just threaten me? I scoffed and smirked. "Wow, i'm hella scared~" i said it sarcastically. "Are you okay?" Yoongi take off his headphone and looked at me curiously. "Nah, it's just a stupid call."
"You do love her, right?" I stare at my jjajangmyeon. "I don't know." Really, i don't understand with my feeling at all. "I take that as a yes. Well, congrats. Our little taetae finally got a girl." I blushed and hit his arm. "Stop it." He chuckled and keep teasing me. "Stop it. Aish.."
***
I was walking with Yoongi to school today. He keep teasing me about Choyeon. I swear if he wasn't my friend, i maybe already broke his neck. "Stop it!" I said and stop my track. He laugh and hit my arm. "Ask her out dude." I don't know why did my face heated up, but i kinda like this feeling. "I can't."
"Why? Are your nervous."
"I don't know how to ask her."
***
Hair. Check
Minty mouth spray. Check
Collogne. Check
Flowers- wait. Oh check
Inhale..
Exhale..
Okay, here goes nothing.
I was waiting Choyeon from her class today. My fangirls are glaring at me curiously while giving me a death glare, because i'm holding a bouquet of flowers now. "Aish.. when-" my eyes trail a girl figure that walking pass me. I know that girl. I quickly run towards her.
"Jinhee!"
***
Choyeons pov
Should I?
What's the point of this life anyway? I have no one. My father's died. And that bitch doesn't give a damn about that. Nobody knows about his funeral. Except my relatives.
I don't know what i must to do. How can i live? I have no money. What about the house? I can't sell it. That house have so many memories in it. If i sell it, those memories will gone.
Should I get a part-time job? What about my school? What about-
"Oh.." i gasp when i see a scene in front of me. i feel i can't hold it back anymore. So i run, i run as fast as i can. This bag is so annoying me, so i dropped it to god-knows-where. I don't need it anyway.
I make my way to the rooftop. Am i gonna do this? Will i regret it? No, i won't. Nobody needs me anyway. Nobody loves me.
I stand on the edge of the rooftop. My hands on the fence. I try to remember those sweet memories. When my father and i walking to the park, when i lost my ballon, when my father kissed my cheek everytime i went to sleep, when my ice cream fell to the floor and i cried, and when i had my first love sight. All of that emotions attacked me. I feel happy but feel depressed at the same time. I remember about my father. Would i see him if i'm die? Would he proud of me because i can get off from this cruel world?
"Appa.." i cried louder and harder. But with a second, all of this sadness gone. I feel numb. I can't feel anything. All of those pain gone. All of those happiness gone too.
I'm not gonna regret it right?
What about Taehyung?
He got himself a bitch anyway.
I already make my decision. I take a long breath and smile. I feel relieve, finally. I can end this stupid life. I can get out from this cruel world.
"Appa, i'm coming."
And I jump.
***
Taehyungs pov
"Jinhee-stop!" I half-yell at her when her hand sneak inside my clothes. "Admit it that you want me too, oppa." She smirked and suck my neck. I become weak. Choyeon.. I remember about her. About my plan to confess her today. "Stop Jinhee!" I tries to push her. She clicked her tongue. "Aish, i miss you~ and your body. I'm lucky i'm transferred here." She bite her lips. This is my fault. I shouldn't fuck her a long ago. I need to stop this. I'm already changed. So, i quickly push her. Hard. "Yah! Mischyeoseo?!" She almost hitted the wall.
"I could do worst than that. Now leave me alone. I already have someone. And don't you dare to touch her. If you do, i'll make you regret yourself for being born." I shot her a death glare before leave her, with a hanging jaw on her face.
I quickly run to Choyeon's class, but there's no one. I try to call her phone, but she's not pick up. I become panicked. What if she saw?
I quickly run through the hall, but i stopped when i see something familiar.
Choyeon's bag.
A/n: Eyoo
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