I stared at his phone. I found it this morning under the sofa. I took a deep breath before start unlocking it.
12 massages from Chorongie <3
My heart dropped. I wipe my tears and start open their conversation from the beggining.
Chorongie <3
Oppa~
Whatchu doing?
I'm bored
Bother to play with me?
I need you..
Me (aka Taehyung)
Chagiya
I'm with Choyeon now.
I'm sorry..
I'll meet you tonight okay?
We'll do something fun ;)
Don't worry
Chorongie <3
That lil bitch again?
Oppa
When you'll break up with her?
You said she's a boring person
Big mouthed
Just leave her already
I need you now oppa..
Me:
I know i'm sorry
I'll break up with her
Don't worry
I love you remember?
Alrite alrite..
I'll go now
Prepare yourself ;)
Chorongie <3
Okay..
I love you too oppa
Yes~
I can't wait!
See you at home
Daddy--
I can't read any futher again. I feel disgusted.. i fisted up my hands, my breath went heavier and heavier. And i start sobbing. Am i did something wrong?
No wonder he always busy with his phone. With or without me. He always do. No wonder he never said ' i love you ' again to me. Not even when we done doing 'it'. He just kissed my forehead and sleep. No wonder..
I chuckled and grip hard his phone. Then, heard some knock on my door. It was him. I wipe my tears and preparing myself to punch him. When i open the door, i was suprised when it was Jungkook.
"Noona.." he give me a faint smile before hugs me. "I'm sorry.." he said, almost like whispering. He hugs me tight and burried his head on my neck. I hug him back and silently sobbing.
"Choyeon-" my eyes widen when i heard that voice. I open my eyes and move my head a little. It was Taehyung. I break the hug and clenched my hands. Jungkook move a bit when i start walking to taehyung.
"Look, i'm sorry-" i cut him off and pull him inside my apartement before punch him on his jaw. "Noona!" Jungkook gasp. So does Taehyung. His eyes widen. "Cho-" i punch him again. "Stop!" Jungkook grab my shoulder. "Stay out of this, jungkook!" I yelled. He was taken aback and step back.
I glared at Taehyung, who was sitting on the floor. His hand on his lip. Rubbing it and hissed a bit. I smirked. "Hurt isn't it?" I said. He just sit there, stiffed. I kicked him on his stomach and he groan in pain. Kill him. Kill. Kill. Kill. All i see was red. My mind keep telling me to kill him. But i hold myself.
I can see some tears escape from his eyes. I chuckled and bent down to wipe his tears. His eyes soften and i smirked. "Fake." I said before grab his collar and punch him again. "How can you do this to me?" His voice cracked. "How? Okay.. i tell you why."
I stand up. "You see.. you betrayed me. That's my first reason." I said as i rub my pocket and take his phone out. His eyes widen. "My phone-"
"Yup. Your phone. It fulls of your conversation with your new girlfriend. I took it as my seconds reason. And guess what? I already read all of your dirty conversation. I'm impressed." I gritted my teeth and throw his phone to the wall . "Choyeon that's enough!" Heard jungkook yelled. But i keep glared at Taehyung. "It feels good right? Having sex with that bitch every night." My voice cracked a little.
"I'm sorry." He mumbled. I scoffed. "Don't need to. You just like your old self, taehyung. A fuckboy, a playboy, a shit." I spatted. His eyes widen. "And you just like your old self too. A psycho. A cold hearted girl that doesn't have any friends." He chuckled and stood up. I gulped and hold myself to punch him again.
"You made me like this." I muttered. "Oh yeah? And you made me like this too! You made me bored with this stupid relationship!" He yelled. I gasp when heard he let out a stupid word about our relationship. "Y-you think our relationship is a mistake?" I try my best to hold my tears.
"Yes. And the biggest mistake is; that we met, again. I never love you Choyeon. You're so fool and easily believe that i really love you. I'm just using you. And of course. Your body." He scoffed. Did he really meant it? "You-" when i want to yell at him, i see someone punch him. I gasp when i see it was Jungkook.
"Is that so, hyung?" Taehyung's eyes widen when he saw the maknae act this way. "I never thought, that you're kind of that person." I saw jungkook was wiping something on his cheek. He's crying?
"Jungkook, mind your own business." Taehyung spat out. Jungkook scoffed. "Oh right. I should mind my own business." Jungkook muttered and rub his nose bridge. "And you know what? Choyeon is my business now. Come on, noona. He's not worth it." To be suprised, jungkook grab my wrist and take me with him. Leaving taehyung behind.
Taehyung pov
I scream as they leave. I punch the wall until i realize, my knuckles are bleeding. "Shit!" I cursed.
I never meant to her like that.. but i had to. I don't want to see her hurt again. She's right. I'm turning to my old self again. A fuckboy. And i never had a chance to change.
I let her beat me up because i know, i deserve it. I never use her and her body. I really love her but someone caught my attention. And i follow my mind, although my heart always yelled to turning back to her. I was a fool.
I said that harsh word to her, so she can let me go easily. She doesn't deserve someone like me. She's right, i'm just a shit. Jungkook was right..
I'm not worth it.
A/n: i'm crying
