I waited. Crying outside the sugery room. Not stopping blaming myself for ran away from him like that. For reject him like that. I was so stupid. I can't forgive myself if he never wakes up. I stare at my bloody hands and skirt. I'm sorry Tae. I'm sorry.
"Choyeon!" I watch them running towards me. Jungkook quickly pull me to a hug. "This is all my fault." Tears rolled along my cheeks. He shused me and stroked my hair. "This is not your fault, Cho." Jin joined the hugs. One by one, hugs me and it became a big hug. "Just kill me if he doesn't wake up." I cry louder when terrified thoughts keep flashing on my head.
Flashback.
I fall on my knees. He lying there. With a lot of blood that rolled from his head. I don't care about the traffic light so i use all my streight to stand up. "Tae.." one by one, tears falls from my eyes. Every step i take, it was so heavy. "Taehyung!" He doesn't even move . I run towards him. "Taehyung!!" I fall on my knees again and shaking his body. "Wake up. Wake up!" He slowly open his eyes and spit some blood. He smiles at me but a second later, its disappeared. "No.." i mumble. I shake his body more. "Wake up!"
People start approach us one by one. "Please call the ambulance!" One of them nods. "Tae.. tae please." I cry on his neck. "I haven't had a chance to tell you how much.. i love you." I cried louder. " i love you.. and i'm so sorry.. please stay. Don't leave me." I sobbed and hug his body tighter.
Give me one more chance. To show how much i love you. How much you made me fall for you so deep.
End of flashback.
2 hours..
3 hours..
4 hours..
They haven't finish with the sugery that makes me more scared than before. Jimin and namjoon told me that everythings gonna be okay, but that simple word can't fix anything.
Until i heard someone open the sugery door, i stand up and run to him. "Doctor! How was he?" She let out a long breath before start to speak up. "The bus.. hitted his head so hard." My entire body was shaking. "He has lost many blood." My face turn pale. Paller than Yoongi. "We do the best for him." a faint smile start appear on her face. "He made it." I almost scream but when her last word, made me fall on my knees.
"He hasn't wake up yet. And i afraid, he'll sleep forever."
"What?" The other panickly screamed and yelled. "He's in coma?" She faintly nods. I start crying. "Can i see him?" She nods.
"Can we see him?" Hoseok speak up. She nods again.
***
Third person pov
Taehyung was lying there. Between the life and death, his life depends on the tube along his body. His friends let out a sad tears as they met his pale face. Choyeon on the other way, mentally blame herself. She regret everything that she had done.
She just watch him from the distance, while his friends stroke his dying body. She feels so numb. She doesn't know what she has to. Does she has to punish herself? What if he doesn't ever wakes up?
"Hyung, i think noona must has a time with him. Alone." Jungkook whisper to the leader. He glare at Choyeon who staring at his best friend body. Her face was blank but on her eyes, all pains was written there, and they can read it. "Let's just go. Jungkook's right. He needs more time with her."
Choyeon didn't pay attention at all. She was busy with her thoughts. She jump when heard a door shuts by itself. She blink a couple of time before realize that no one on this room.
She walk slowly to his body. "Oh no.. what had i done?" She cover her mouth. His face was pale, yet there's a lot bruises there. She strokes his face. Weakly sit beside him and start whispering. She can't hold her tears, and with that she burst of tears.
She cries even harder and hit her chest a couple of times. Her heart was in pain. She can't hold the pain. Seeing him lies there was more than enough for hurting her heart. She tried to calm down herself
"Coma huh?" She stroke his brown soft hair. "You know what? On some ff i had read, if there's someone was in coma, that person can get alive again if the person they love, was standing by their side and start whispering sweet words to them. Do you want me to whisper it to you?" She wipes my tears and smile. Leaning her pink lips near his ear.
"I love you, Kim Taehyung. Wake up, love. I can't life without you."
A/n: don't hate me (yet)
