Choyeon pov
This is my worst day ever. I got detention, again, because i pick some fight with some random girls. I'm the one that innocent here, they kept telling me that my father was an asshole. I can't hold it, so i punch them. Yes, them. Today i had beaten up about 5 girls, in the rest room. Preety cool right?
A cold hearted girl, a psycho, a bitch. That's what they called me. I have no problem with that. I like it though. I became like this because of her. A bitch that keep sticking her hands into my father's pants. A bitch that keep spreading her legs to some random guys, yes she betrayed my father. And that bitch was my mom.
I hate a bitch like her. That's why i don't have any friends at school. Every girl was the same, a bitch, a slut, a clown because they put so many make up on their face.
I have no one, except my father. He was a good guy, a type of guy that would protect his family. But that bitch, she betrayed him. And they decided to divorce a year ago. I hope she got a man who'll betrayed her too. I hope she'll die in hell.
"2 hours left.." i sigh and close my eyes. Come on.. sleep! I'm tired.
"Can't sleep?" I heard a voice behind me. "Go away, Taehyung." I heard him chuckled and start poking my arm. "Yah, come on, play with me." I mentally punch his face. "Play with me. Come on. Let's do something.. fun." My eyes widen and i stand up then push him away. "I'm sorry, i'm not one of your toy." He smirked "feisty, i love it." I rolled my eyes and sit again, resting my head on the table.
"I heard that your father got divorced with your mom." I heard him muttered. "She's not my mom. She just a bitch. I don't know her. And it's 1 year ago, dickhead." I mumble. I can feel my eyes start watering, but i hold it. "You know what? My father got a new bitch." He said, following with his chuckled. I got annoyed and get up, swinging my bag to my shoulder. "Well, congrats, dickhead."
When i about to leave, i feel someone grab my wrist. "Don't touch me." I said and pull my hand and loosen his grip. "Where are you going? Detention is not over yet." I rolled my eyes. "I don't care."
"You're leaving?"
"Yeah, problem?"
"I'm coming."
"No."
"Yes"
"Whatever."
"Yes!"
***
We walked along the corridor and avoid the teacher that walk pass us a several times. "I'm scared." He whisper behind me. I silently chuckle. "What? Did i just hear that taehyung was scared? Wow, what happened to badboy Taehyung that doesn't afraid of anything?" I said it sarcastically. He rolled his eyes. "If the teacher caught us, my dad might kill me." I scoffed. "Well, rest in peace." I laugh a bit.
"Hey, this way!" I said and walk to another corridor that lead us to behind the school.
"You sure about this?" He frowned. I rolled my eyes. "You don't trust me?" He sigh and bite his lips. Gulped and shakes his head. "No. I trust you. But, I think this is too much."i chuckled and warp my arm around his neck. Of course i must tip-toed. Talking about height. "It's just the beginning, Tae. Come on, don't be such a coward." He nods but i can read all fear was written on his eyes. Why does he really scared of his dad? "Okay. All you have to do just stay with me. Promise?"
"Yeah, I promise"
"No matter what happend. Just don't leave me."
"Relax Tae. I won't leave you."
***
2 years later..
I was here, on the school's rooftop. Resting myself on the wall. It has been 5 month since my father died. Things change so much. And it has been 2 years that me and Taehyung became a best friend. He has change tho. He's not a playboy or a fuckboy anymore like he used to be. And me? I'm not had a lot of change, at leats i'm not a psycho anymore. But cold-hearted, yes. I'm still do. But not around Taehyung. Around him, i can express myself more, plus, he was my crush.
But now, i'm drowning to my depression. I don't have any streight to life again. Not even for breathing. I was so.. fucked up. Since my father decided a suicide, my life change so much. If taehyung wasn't by my side, maybe i already do something stupid on my life.
He's my oxygen. He's my happiness. My everything. I know it sound cringe. But it was fact. Without him, i have no one. Without him, i never live for this long, especially after my father died.
"Choyeon?" I heard a voice beside me. It was Taehyung. I quickly look aside and wipe my tears. I heard him sigh before bent down and hold my cheeks. "How many times do i have to tell you, if you're going to cry, call me. I'll lend you my shoulder to cry on." He smile faintly.
"T-tae.. it hurts." I close my eyes and start sobbing. He shused me and pull me to a hug. "Sing me a song.." i whisper. He chuckled. "What should i sing? Hm.. eyes nose lips?" I slowly nod. He take a long breath before start singing.
"Mianhae mianhae hajima
Naega chorahaejijanha
Ppalgan yeppeun ipsullo
Eoseo nareul jugigo ga
Naneun gwaenchanha
Majimageuro nareul barabwajwo
Amureochi anheun deut useojwo
Nega bogo sipeul ttae
Gieokhal su itge
Naui meorissoge ne eolgul geuril su itge
Neol bonael su eomneun naui yoksimi
Jipchagi doeeo neol gadwotgo
Hoksi ireon na ttaeme himdeureonni
Amu daedap eomneun neo
Babocheoreom wae
Neoreul jiuji motae
Neon tteonabeoryeonneunde
Neoui nun ko ip
Nal manjideon ne songil
Jageun sontopkkaji da
Yeojeonhi neol neukkil su itjiman
Kkeojin bulkkoccheoreom
Tadeureogabeorin
Uri sarang modu da
Neomu apeujiman ijen neol chueogira bureulge.."
I smile a little and hug him tighter. "Thank you. I love you, man." He chuckled and broke the hug. Wipe my tears before ruffled my hair. "I love you too, pabbo."
***
"Eyo, Choyeon! Wassup?" Taehyung hit my back from behind. I clicked my tongue. "Do you know how hurt it was?" His smile disappeared. I rolled my eyes and leave him, dumbfounded. I mentally laughing because of his face. I won't ruin my plan, Kim Tae. I'll make you think this is the best birthday in your life.
I'll confess you.
A/n: BOOM!!
