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His parents come to see him today, and Jimin will come to seoul and see him as soon as possible.
They, his parents, watch their precious son lying there. They can't help but cry so hard.
This is all my fault.
Why did i do that?
Why can't i admit that i love him?
Why did i ran away like that?
Why did he was so stupid? Crossing the ro-
No
I'm the one that stupid.
If i didn't run like that
If i didn't act childish like that
This is won't happend.
I don't give a shit about my job. I did go to work, but all day long, i just stay here. In his room, staring at him. Busy with my own world. Him. He is my world.
How can i life if he doesn't by my side? I need him, more than anything. I haven't eat for a day. I haven't do anything except staring at him. I didn't go home yesterday. I didn't sleep. Depressed. That's all that can describe what's happening to me.
Jaejae and Chul already visited him. But i know they just want to check me. They bought me some food. But i haven't touch them until now. I don't want to eat.
"Choko?" I tilt my head and saw him standing there. With a bag on his hand. His eyes widen and he dropped his bag and quickly hugs me. "Oh my god.. don't worry baby. I'm here." He shused me as i weakly hit his chest. "This is all my fault." He shakes his head. "This is not your fault. Don't worry, he'll wake up soon." He kissed my forehead and tries to calm down myself. "Promise me to kill me if he doesn't wake up." He brokes the hugs and stare at me unbelievable. "Stop saying that." I can see pain on his face. "I'm sorry. I didn't meant to say that." I hug him and he burried his face on my neck. "I need you, you know that?" He grip my waist.
I break the hug and he slowly walk to Taehyung. "Jungkook told me everything." I sit beside him. "This is not your fault. You know that right?" This all my fault. You can say that this is all not my fault. But i'm sorry i can't stop blaming myself. "He'll wake up. I promise." Stop promising something impossible.
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The next day, i stayed here again. Alone, with him. I haven't eat. I just drank some water. I haven't sleep. It's 4 am. I sigh loudly.
"Taehyung. Wake up please." I hug him and hide my face on his chest. I cried.
"I'm sorry. Just wake up please. You can make it, love. Just follow my voice. I don't know where are you now. I know you're lost. Just follow my voice. Follow the light. Stay with me. Fight for me."
"I don't know what i have to do without you. I don't know what the point of this life if i didn't have you."
"I haven't say that i love you. I haven't say that i want to grow old with you. Having your child. Our child."
"I love you.. i love you so much. I would die for you."
"I'm the one thay should hit by that fucking bus. Not you. I'm sorry."
"Wake up please.."
"I love you.."
"Please."
"Don't do this to me."
"Don't left me."
"Like my father did.."
"...like my mother did."
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Third person pov
The boys finally arrived on the hospital. With a bouquet of flower on Hoseok's hands. They ignored all of fangirl that heading on their way. They didn't mind to show their sad face infront of the public. In fact, they didn't give a shit about it at all.
