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Mnemophobia
(n.) fear of memories

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Willa was walking around camp not being able to sleep, due to Jasper moans and by the people yelling for him to shut up, she was not the only one. She went back to sit by the fire, when she saw Clarke leaving the dropship. The blonde girl was the only one with medical experience, so she was the one trying to save Jasper. Willa knew some things too, her mother worked alongside Abby and she teach her some things, but she never liked it very much, she wasn't doctor material.

"You're awake!" She said, when she saw Willa.

"Yeah, it's kinda hard to sleep, with his moans. But it's okay, he's hurt, I understand." Willa said. Clarke walked to the water barrel, submerging the cup. "How is he?"

"Like you said, he's hurt. But he's going to make it through this." She answered. It was weird for the two girls to have such a 'normal' conversation without shouting at one another. Since littles all they did was fight and now here they were having a conversation without killing each other. "Happy birthday, Wilhelmina." Willa looked at the blonde surprised. Not only she had forgot her birthday, but Clarke Griffin had just wish her happy birthday. If I was on the ark, I would be dead by now.

"Did Clarke Griffin just wished me happy birthday?"

"Why can't you just be serious for a second?" Before Willa could said something, a scream echoed through the air. Willa quickly stood up running toward the sound with Clarke behind her.

Leaned against a tree was a young girl, she couldn't be more than fourteen. The girl had tears running down her face and when she saw them a scared look appear too. Willa wasn't very good at consoling people, so she let Clarke take the control of the situation.

"Hey. It's okay. It was just a dream." She said, putting a hand on the girl's shoulder. "You're Charlotte, right? I'm Clarke and this is Wilhelmina."

"Willa." She mumbled.

"It's okay to be scared. Do you want to talk about it?" She asked, sitting on the ground beside her.

"It's my parents. They were floated and they... and I see it in my dreams and I just..." Charlotte said. Girl, you're not the only one, who lost their parents.

"Almost everybody in this camp lost their parents, you know? Not just you." Willa harshly said. Clarke gave her a 'shut up' look. "What? It's true." Willa liked kids, but there was something about Charlotte, that made her not too fond of the girl.

Clarke rolled her eyes and turned again to Charlotte. "I understand. My dad was floated, too. And so was Wilhelmina mom." She said taking a look at Willa. "But, how did you end up here?"

"Well, they were taking my parents things to the redistribution center and I kind of lost it. They said I assaulted a guard."

"I can't say I blame you. See that bright star up there? That's the ark orbiting above us." Clarke said, pointing at the sky. "I think whatever happened up there, you know, the pain... maybe we can move past that now. Maybe being on the ground is our second chance."

"Do you really believe that shit?" Willa asked her. Clarke looked at her giving her the same 'shut up' look again. "I'll shut up."

"But do you really believe that?" Charlotte asked the blonde.

"I'm trying to. Now try to sleep." She said, saying goodnight to the young girl and dragging Willa with her. "What the hell is wrong with you? She's just a kid." She said while whisper yelling.