Dreams

The Breakup {1} (Song Above To Cry)

Ethan's Perspective~ 

Usually I don't let things upset me, since life is too short to stress over everything. One thing in particular though, is stressing me out. I don't know whether or not its because of the memories I hold close to my heart or if its because it just happens with these kinds of things. Long story short, Mark and I broke up two months ago. I know I should be over it by now, but I can't stop replaying the memories I made with him over and over again. I lay in my bed, its 2am on a Friday night. I can't sleep, as usual. I stare at my computer screen for a second, watching a small bit of a movie I had on. It was interesting, the plot included a boy who fell in love with two princesses that both love him back, but he feels if he can't have both he might as well have none. The plot kind of reminded me or Mark, but not in the situation they boy is in, but rather his personality. Well rounded, and knows his boundaries. I wish I had known where my boundaries were, maybe I could have changed the outcome of our relationship for the better. I remember one time in Seattle when we were hanging out by the water, Mark brought his guitar out and sang me a song. It was by far the cutest thing that's ever happened to me.

Suddenly I was snapped out of my memory trance, when I got a text on my phone. I decided to check it.

It was a text from G.

GChan: Hey bro u up for the mall tomorrow? I need to go shopping for my apartment and wanted someone to come with me

I didn't have anything to do... later today so I decided to text him back.

ENestor: Don't you mean later today dude, its 2am ;) but yeah sure dude what time you thinking?

GChan: like 11am to 8pm.

ENestor: It'll take that long?

GChan: Nah dude. We're gonna spend some time there. You need to get out of your house for once in this two month space that you haven't left. Shopping for what I need should only take an hour.

ENestor: Oh okay. I'm gonna get some sleep now though. I'll set an alarm for 10:30. Am I bringing my own ride?

GChan: I'll pick you up. 10:45. Night man.

ENestor: Night

Alright, mall tomorrow with G. Sounds good.

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Mark's Perspective~

It's been a few months... I don't know... 3? It's hard to keep track since I have so many things I need to work on at once. Who Killed Markiplier is set to come out in a little over a month, I need to upload videos every day in the process. I have to care for Chica, pay bills, etc. I've been becoming less and less happy with the content I've been creating, and I've been turning into Felix lately. There been no word from Sean or Ethan either. I... guess I can see why for Ethan, It's just Sean never goes without a word to me for more than a week. Maybe I should talk to him. I opened skype, and clicked on his contact.

MEdward: Hey dude, whats up?

Soon after, there was a response.

SWilliam: oh hey! sorry i haven't been around this past week, things are happening with the family-in-law

MEdward: Don't apologize dude. You can't help what goes on in your life.

SWilliam: Thank you, how have things been with you?

MEdward: They've been alright, I love everything about YouTube and my friends. Amy and Tyler are also doing well.

SWilliam: well.. that's cool. Anything stressing you out?

MEdward: wym?

SWilliam: you know, maybe somethings got ya down?

MEdward: I guess this whole couple months got me down dude. Ethan.. and videos and the project and.. shit.

SWilliam: Ethan.. you can get over him Mark.  Just try to focus on other things.

MEdward: I HAVE been focusing on "other things" and its not working! It's just stressing me out even more!!

SWilliam: Mark, keep a level head. You'll be okay, just take a step back and look at what you've done, and then build what you want to accomplish off of that. Being stressed doesn't mean it has to end here Mark.

MEdward: I know, I know. I'm sorry for flipping out.

SWilliam: It's okay, I'm gonna head to bed with the Mrs since its like 3am. Talk to me tomorrow, I'll be here all day since Signe is going out with friends.

MEdward: sounds good, night man.

SWilliam: Night.

I think talking to someone will help me, since Amy and Tyler have been kind of distant helping me work on Who killed Markiplier since Ethan left. I hope everything gets better soon.