I Hate You ,But I Love You

Guilty.....

Swara's POV

It's two days already..... Right now we are at canteen having our friendly chit chat and obviously not on a important topic because of my dearest friends grp.........
Where AbhiLak are eating our brain as its the only thing to eat...... But in all this I can feel his (Sanskaar) intense glare on me........ And I can't help but stare him back but as soon our eyes met he adverts his eyes...... This continues for about half hour.
He's reminding me the music class incident and I am embarrass!!

Arggh.....why this always happens with me and why it's him only.......
I'm screwed!!!!
Wait..... I hugged him because at that time I needed some comfort and he was there so I simply hugged him.... nothing more.
At that time even Sahil would have come I'm sure I would have hugged him..... Yes right!!!
Crying on his shoulder it was situation's demand not mine!

OK so that's how it is!
Well he's not that bad but still I don't like him.....
But what he's thinking about me!?
Who cares??
Think what you want I don't care!

Thinking about this..... I can't help but remember the day when Ragya were about to make Kavita regret the day she born...... I can't stop smiling at that day's faces of them.....
Ohh,how much I love my friends??!!
Except one!

Huh.....those eyes which is fixed on me like I'm gonna run if he adverts his eyes and it's making me......nervous.

That day ,I was so embarrassed that what if he tells everyone(friends) about my act but he again surprised me... well he never failed to.
When I got to know that he left saying he has important work....... And what's so important that he didn't wait to finish classes and then disappear for two days.
Is he does that for avoiding me????

Who cares, I was content that atleast he didn't make fun of me but right now I'm staring him back....... Wait why???

I  tried to advert my eyes but his intense gaze makes me shiver .As he's commanding...." Try to look anywhere else! " and I follow for some reason. Breaking my thoughts I heard Ragini.

POV ends.

Ragini- (looking Sanskaar)are you fine?
He  looks her before nodding with smile.
Laksh- what happen Ragini?
Ragini- No actually he left two days back suddenly and we are not able to contact him.... So I thought is everything's OK?
Pragya- yup! He always disappear like it...... What you do ??

Sanskaar looks them straight finally breaking the staring contest with Swara, who's whole attention is on now him.

Sanskaar- you all know that I have works to do so why questioning?
Abhi- because we don't know what's it? You didn't even picks your phone..... I tried about 9 o'clock in night, no one works at night!!
Sanskaar-(smile) c'mon guys stop being possessive.
Laksh- he's right bhai.... We understand if you are busy at day time but nights?? We don't even know what you works for?

In all this Swara's eyes are fixed on Sanskaar who's smiling at others protective behavior but soon she gain attention.

Swara- you're looking tired!
Everyone looks her face before fixing their gaze towards Sanskaar whose smile drops at this sudden remark.

Swara- are you hurt??

She feels something different in his brown orbs which is speaking to much yet she can't hear but he immediately looks down before giving her his smile.

Sanskaar- No, I'm fine. And excuse me I have a class......

He tried to change topic but it doesn't last long as he stands with jerk and groan in pain, before anyone can think he collapsed in front of them leaving others in shock while Abhi was fast enough to kneeling down to him.