I Hate You ,But I Love You

His tears (part 2)

College
Swara frown because of Sanskaar's cold behavior and moves to Raglak.

Play ground
Ragini was consoling him as she knows that how sensitive he's towards Sanskaar not because he calls him bhai but he actually consider him as his brother and he can't see him struggling in his life.

Ragini- (teary eyes) Laksh..... you don't need to be upset..... He only took you wrongly, there's nothing wrong what you said......
Laksh-(teary eyes) No Ragini..... I'm not upset but guilty!
Ragini- what you mean?
Laksh- Ragini I just want to help him but I never think about it in this manner......
Ragini- I'm not getting you.
Laksh- I think that may be by keeping him with me I can give him family ....... But never thought that it's hard for him..... He don't want to get sympathy and to be a burden on us.... All he ask us just to be his friends but by asking him to move in with me may be he thinks that I am pitting on him..... I should have talked him earlier..... unknowingly today I realized him that he's Orphan which no matter how many times he says that its fine but no...... This is not easy for anyone in this world......

Swara heard it all, she feels guilty.... Yes Laksh is right...... Unknowingly they hurt his feelings.

Swara's POV
I starts to feel guilty..... I should have act with maturity..... But no jhansi ki rani baana tha.....
Ab kya karu????

I should apologize.
(with the thoughts for apologizing she returned to music class)

I am idiot.... What's the need for scolding session..... I lecture him for loosing his control but I did the same (murmuring she reached at the door)

OK! I just need to say that I over react without knowing yours thoughts as I don't have faith on you after seeing you with face covered peoples or you can say with gun,that's why keeping this as opportunity I burst out...... So please forgive me.......

Yah yah that would be great, right?????

Crap!!!

Crap!!!

Sighing, I slowly opened door but stops seeing him.

Wait!! Is he crying????!!!!!

I froze at my place.....
(She starts staring him forgetting about surrounding)

He was looking his join hands.... wait he's rubbing it....Sanskaar slowly stands I didn't move but he didn't notice me... Maybe he's lost in himself or just ignored me.... He stands near window looking straight and puts his left hand in his pocket and pulls...... Pendant!
It's a heart shaped closed silver colour pendant.... He pressed it and half turns back, his eyes were closed but tears are visual... I felt something wet on my cheeks.... Am I crying???
I quickly rubs my cheeks. why I'm crying ??
but it feels like my heart is aching seeing His tears!

I can't endure it, so left.

This is absurd, why his tears are affecting me????

I'm sitting on bench and tears are still coming out of my eyes.....

Why his tears are affecting me so much????

Precap-family!

Thanks.