I Hate You ,But I Love You

I'll be there

College
Swara sat down on a bench not noticing the fact that she's alone in the class.

Swara's POV
What was that?? Is he again helped me.....isn't he's angry on me, still he helped me?
Life is so strange.... One who's responsible for all this misery and another who's helping..... Both are
SANSKAAR!
I don't want to remember that part of my life but it's like my destinies fault that each and every actions around me doesn't let me forget......

Sahil once used to be one of my best friend is now my enemy.... Why he changed so much??
No matter how I try to ignore him but he kept bullying me and I can't even stop him as he knows the truth of the 13 years back story which I don't want to get relieved in front of Raglak..... It's only going to hurt everyone..... 

POV ends.

Swara didn't notice that she's crying endlessly thinking about all this, Sanskaar comes back finding something and spots her crying in alone, he makes fist and he's eyes shows some other type of emotions.
He didn't realized that his feet starts moving in Swara's direction and before he can understand he's in front of her and not knowing why he's here, he placed his hand on her shoulder and next her action surprised him.

Swara hugs him tight and buried her face in the crook of his neck and continued to weeping soaking his shirt.

He didn't move letting her to do what she wants.

Swara-(hugging position, crying voice) it's g...getting diff...icult for me.....I don't know......what to do???

First time she's asking with him something and it's the solution of her problem, she always behaves that this type of things didn't bother her but now when he knows that ,it does effect her and here he's the first person she's trusting that he can give her what she wants..... Peace.

Sanskaar slowly engulfed her in hug letting his hands to cover her body and giving warmth of his body to her who's shaking.

Swara first time hugging someone this close other than her family members and his embarance's making her feel safe.

Swara- why he's..... doing this? Embarrassing me in.... front of all a..and making fun of... me??? Why?????

Sanskaar-(hugging position, caressing back slowly)  shhhh...... Everything's fine, you are safe!

Swara- (buried more) until when he's going to do this.....kab tak koi na koi meri help karega??

Sanskaar- I'll be there...... Always!

He said this with so much emotions that Swara opens eyes.

Swara's POV
I'll be there........ Always!
His voice rings in my ear and something told me to believe his word to.....  Believe him.

Like he's promising me that he will keep me safe with everything but why ?

I suddenly realised my position and my eyes widened at the sight of me hugging him like my life depends on it, I tried to move back but his hands are still covering me, he's hugging me too!!

Then maybe he realised our position and he withdraw his hand and we both turned around.

I could feel my face warming up with embarrassment. I hugged him!

Whom I always considers as my rival,arrogant and what not..... Still when I wanted to release my emotions all I found is him!!

Sanskaar-(without turning) I gotta go!!

With this he left almost running.

Ahhh!!!! This is soooo embarrassing!!
Now what he'll think of me.
Wait......he also hugged me back, why?
I was so in my moment that it happen.... Why he?

Why do he care?

Precap- Sanskaar's Sahil's friendship!!!!

Evil me.*wink*

So how was the chapter??
First affection between Swasan..... How's it??

Thanks.