I Hate You ,But I Love You

Who are You?

Penthouse

Arena hesitate to form words but she needs to know.

Arena- San... Sanskaar, what do you think about Swara?

Sanskaar stare her dead in eyes making her shiver in fear, Aman sense tension and tried to reason.

Aman- actually, what she meant is, are you interested in her, I mean Swara clearly looked hurt when you introduced Arena as your girlfriend.....

Sanskaar-(stern,cold) No.

Arena-Sanskaar its not wrong to love someone........

Before she could continue Sanskaar takes out gun from back of his pants and placed it nicely on table, his voice cold and hard.

Sanskaar- I don't love her, I never did, its not going to change........ I know she likes me but that doesn't change anything, she needs to get over me and that's why I introduced you as my so- called girlfriend......
Arena- but she looked hurt because of your single lie .......

Sanskaar walks toward balcony staring at peaceful moon, staring everyone back but it can't change the future, slowly but surely they are walking towards end , but non of them knows about the storm coming in their way.

Sanskaar- Emotions doesn't matter to me, I don't care, I'm here because he wants me here and after my "work" is done..... I won't come back.
As for Swara, she will hate me.
In this game emotions doesn't matter, all that matters is life and death.

Aman-(impatient, scared) what are you going to do, if he really came back he's going to.........

Sanskaar-(smirk) I will kill him.

Aman Arena shivered at his statement, because they know he's not kidding.

Sanskaar-(scoff) and  Stop following me around, I'm doing what I'm here for, Stop with that bullshit !

Arena-(serious) we need to watch you and you know that.
Sanskaar- no you don't, just keep informing me about him and I can handle everything.
Aman- We can't trust you in this, can we?

Sanskaar looks straight in his eyes walks back picking his polished gun and stuff it back.

Sanskaar- I don't like when others are watching me, you know, right?

Aman gulps.

Aman-(shaking voice) They are your family, after all.

Sanskaar-(clutch his fist) They're not.

Arena- It doesn't change the fact, Sanskaar Maheshwari.

College

Its evening, everyone left already, Swara seats at small garden staring at moon, she stays back helping other participants for the upcoming program.

Swara rubs her hand together suddenly feeling cold as moon disappear behind the black clouds, making her smile bitterly, even whether seems to be cold and lonely like her.

Swara POV
Why this is happening to me?
First time I started to get hope that there's someone I can love but it seems I already failed before trying,huh...?

I should feel happy if he's happy ,but why does it seems so wrong?

POV end.

Soaking her cheeks tears made there way to her palm, Swara smile with teary eyes looking the black clouds letting chilly winds brush through her body, rain drops mixs with her tear becoming one, closing her eyes she waits to get drench in rain but not a single drop touched her skin.