I'm Here (Zane x Reader)

Zane's Truth

This chapter is in Zane's POV!

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"Zane, what you did to her, made her traumatized. She's scared of everyone." Garroth said.

"She was a brat. She ruined everything and humiliated me!." I objected.

"Zane... Everything she experienced in high school made her hate everyone and made her scared of all of us. You made her like this." Garroth said and I looked away.

"It not my fault that she is like this." I said as a tear escaped.

"It is your fault Zane. You should make things right with her." Gsrroth sighed.

"I cant! Can't you see that! I l-love her...." I stuttered.

"What? Y-You d-do? When did this start?."Garroth asked containing his joy.

" when..she umm.. Stood up for me...I was mad and I bullied her and did things that is too unspoken. I felt pity for every moment I hurt her. I realized she was just like me. She had problems and she hides herself from everyone. Until... Me and Laurence started to embarrass her in front of the entire school. That is where she started hating everyone even Aph.....I kept on spying on her and I realized she wasn't that bad. She is more likely like me.....*cries* Im such an idiot...Why did I hurt her when she protected me?!."I cried.

"Awww.. My baby brother is in love!." Garroth said in glee.

"But...How can fix things with her if she is scared of me and everything new?." I asked.

"You just need to know what she likes... Any girl would like a guy who knows what she likes." Garroth smirked.

"Oh.. Well then let's go. " I stood up and we walked home.

We went in the house to see Vylad pinning Laurence down the floor.

"Gah!!!." Laurence screams in pain.

"Never make fun of me you Casanova." Vylad released the painful grip on Laurence.

"Ha!You got beat by my Brother!." I said.

"Vylad what did he do to you?." Garroth asked as he closed the door.

"First, He said I was weird which everyone says. Second, He threw my candles out and third! He challenged me into fighting him because he thought I was weak!." Vylad said with Anger.

"Laurence!." Garroth got angry and held Laurence by the collar of his shift and went in the kitchen.

"I'm going up. And don't even try to get in my room!." I slam the door of my room.

I slide down on it and put my hands on my face.

"Zane....What have you done.." I said.

"Why did you do that? Why are you so dumb?." I feel tears prick on my eye.

WARNING!!

DO NOT READ FURTHER IF YOU HAVE EXPERIENCED OR EVEN THOUGHT OF SUICIDE! PLS. ITS FOR YOYR OWN GOOD! DO NOT READ FURTHER! THE TOPIC IS TOO SENSITIVE SO PLS. DONT READ IF YOU DO NOT LIKE THE TOPIC!

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OK..

HERE WE GO....

Suddenly I heard a scream. One by one we all open our doors and put our heads out on who screamed.

The four of us rushed outside to see Aphmau on y/n's door. We ran as quick as we can and we saw.......

Y/n..

She..was cutting and muttering something.

"Y-y/n! What are you doing?!?!?." Aph was in total shock.

I took the blade off y/n but she took it back. She was muttering.. Something but some I can understand. It was like..

"Everything...... *mutter* I can't.....*mutter* Scary *mutter* *cries*"

I got close to her and it was enough to tell her one thing.

"You're going to be alright... I'm here.." I said and she threw the blade.

"Y/n?!?! ." she fainted and Garroth picked her up and layer her on the couch. Aphmau ran out and came back quickly with a pair of bandages. She patched up y/n. Vylad and I stood there with shock. We were so scared that we couldn't move.

Garroth told me to watch over her for a few minutes because he needs to go...to the C.R. I sat there on the other couch and looked at her. Soon, I felt hot tears fall on my face.

"Y/n...I'm so sorry..." I said holding her hand as Aphmau and Vylad looked shocked yet confused.

"Pls. Come back..." I said as years fell.

"What happened?." Y/n groaned.

"Y/n!." We all jump with joy.

"What happened?." She sat up and looked at her bandaged cut.

"I'm so sorry you guys had to see me do it." I saw a tear fell.

"Y/n... I thought you were going to die..." Vylad cried.

"Oh no.. Please don't cry for me. I'm not worth living... Anymore. " y/n said.

"Y/n... You are worth living for." I said.

"Huh? Like I'd believe a cyclops like you Zane." She looked away.

"What?! After my brothers helped you and Aph.. You treat me like that!." I tensed up.

"You are the pain I have you little monster!." Y/n got up to beat me up but Vylad stopped her.

"He's the reason I have pain! All because of you!." She cried angrily.

"You made people hate me! You and Laurence!." She stopped trying to beat me up.

"Y/n... Calm down.." Vylad said.