I'm Here (Zane x Reader)

I Loved you

There she was...... Crying while her mother help her calm down but nothing helped.

"Y/n!." I shouted as I ran to her but ice rose and stopped me.

Y/n quickly turned to me with her violet eyes and grey skin.

"Get away from me!." She said as the ice surrounded me.

"Y/n! Stop please!." We all shout.

"You never let me explain! You let me feel pain! The reason you got out of Phoenix Drop High is because of you nearly killing me! You deserved to be arrested!." She said as she slowly turn back and the ice disappears.

She fell to her knees and cried.
Ms.Hanna and Travis consult her.

"Y-Y/n.. I'm so sorry... Please forgive me..." I knelt in front of her.

Garroth and Laurence laid an arm on my shoulder and Ms.Hanna and Travis did the same to y/n.

"Please just....." She said as she wiped her tears.

"Just...don't hurt me anymore. I really want to be with you Zane. Its just the pain. Pain!." She said as she punched me.

I looked at the ground.

"...153......" She said.

((P.s 153 means "I Loved you"))

"Y/n..please..Don't leave me like this..." I said and she cried in the arms of Travis.

Tears fell from my eyes.

She is my everything..My healer..My listener..My Everything!

"Zane.." Garroth signaled me to get home and I did...without hesitation..

I ran to my room. I locked the door and closed the curtain. I began to throw my things. Destroy my whole room. I trashed my room. Its not anger...its Regret...

I finally settle down and but no~ I can't. I even broke my computer AND TV. No more MY LITTLE HORSIES anymore.

Y/n's POV

He left instantly...everyone left. Right away. The only person left was Travis. Yes , mom is outside talking to my friends and the Casanova is stuck with me.

"Hey cuz.. I want to tell you something..something deep.." Travis said.

I stayed silent and kept looking at the floor.

"Fine..don't look at me.. Don't you know.. Someone misses you like ...really. He---."I cut him off.

"Shut up. I know you mean Zane. Zane that emo. That stupid dork." I said.

"Good. At least you know. But you don't know.. He needs you." Travis said.

"Oh yeah. Like he needs me. He needs me die!." I said as I stab the floor with the knife.

"W-Where did you get that?!." Travis was shocked like, Really shocked and scared.

"Where you ask? Oh yeah.. I got it in the kitchen birdbrain..." I said while rolling my eyes.

"Hey! Ugh! Fine cuz! Have it your way! Garroth get in here! He'll explain better than I do." He stormed off and Garroth came in.

Garroth's POV

OK...its part 2 of our plan... So ..yeah.

I head in and saw y/n staring at the floor while holding her legs in a corner with a knife a few inches beside her.
Now I get why Travis called me in for this.

"H-Hey..." I walk to her and knelt down to her position.

She looked away.

"Y/n. *sighs* you know that he misses you like crazy right??." I said as I sat beside her.

No response.

"Look. Zane has been crying himself to sleep after the whole incident. He's sorry. I can't help to see my baby brother like this. He really misses you. You're his light." I said and she looked at me.

"You're just like them..." She said.

"Especially when....You're like this. You're helping....and the next minute going crazy and being not like this. You're fake." She continued.

"Y/n...whatever you thought in there. Were are not fake. Were your friends. And we're there for you two. We love you both... and you can't go for long like this.... You need each other..Zane has changed because of you. Zane became less aggressive and less physical with the pain. He's been going soft. He's changed real big because of you. You opened the side that we've never seen. He's much.....well...nice. He isn't so emo anymore. He's smiling..And enjoying his time with you...and the twist in fate has brought you two closer..and closer..and yet this type of thing you guys are doing...it only shows..You still love each other...but in a different way. You must do it for him and he'll do it for you... He'll give the same love you give him." I said.

"I..."

"Zane has been going weak....He has been crying every night...He's been begging for you to come back. And you didn't do anything but ignored him." I said.

"Garroth! I cried all night just for him to come back! I want him to understand me! The way he used to understand me. I love him...I miss him. I feel broken without him.. I just want to kill myself. Everything that is happening.. Is all because of me! I'm the reason he is like this!! I want to die! Just for him.... I've been cutting but my body doesn't want to stop just because of this. It tells me to stay alive. You'll find your pair. Your healer ....your everything...but what is happening?!?! It goes the wrong way! The wrong line! The wrong path...I'm on the wrong path. The stupid path." She said as she cried.

"Y/n... Love takes time..especially.. Like Aphmau and Aaron. I told you this experience or Zane maybe told you..."

"What do you mean??." She wiped her tears.

"Aphmau and Aaron..they were enemies back in highschool and look at them now...They're together..they had ruff times..and now..look.Their life is peaceful." I stated.

"Love needs time.." I stood up.

"Where are you going??." She asked cleaning herself up.

"I'm going to Zane..I bet he's crying in his room...I need to help him too...just..when you're ready..Talk to Zane." I shut the door.

Y/n's POV

Thanks Garroth. But..Zane. I-I need to make it up to him... I need to help him out...  We need to help each other... But not right now... A few days from now..maybe.

Just wait Zane...