Song of the chapter: Come Home by One Republic
(Luke POV)
I took a deep breath as her eyes locked with mine. What the hell do i say to her?! There is literally NOTHING to say.. I'm not the only one in this relationSHIT that is being an asshole here.
"I'm waiting." she spoke up
"Uh.. i .. um.. "
"Exactly." She tried to walk past me and i blocked her way on the side walk.
"Move."
"No."
"Lucas Robert Hemmings.. MOVE!" She shouted
"no!" i shouted right back.
"God you're so .. UGH!" she turned around and speed walked the opposite way, me following after her.
"Exactly what do you want to hear come from my mouth Leah!? That you're the only girl in my life?! That i want to have kids with you!? That i want to get married with you..?..... Well guess what?! sorry to burst your bubble but i can't do that... I c-cant tell you..that."
"i remember when you used to.." She looked down...clearly about to cry.. but she wanted the truth and there it was.
"I cant tell you that Leah Rose Parker! "
"DO NOT USE MY FULL NAME! YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I HATE IT!" She screamed back..
"DEAL WITH IT." i shouted right back.. im tired of hiding in the bushes with her. "Wanna know why i can't tell you all the things you want to hear!?"
"Honestly i really don't care.. you made it clear you want nothing to do with me anymore...."
"MY DICK DOESNT LET ME"
"what the hell..? what?" She said perplexed at my choice of words.
"JEROME.."
"what the hell is coming out of your mouth..."
"I'm a guy.. i have needs! Sensual needs!"
"And i didn't give that to you!?"
"No! you did not give that to me?!"
"I ... Seriously?"
"no! you were so focused with school.."
"y-you only wanted me for sex..?"
I looked down and back up at her not saying a thing.
"I-i can't believe i let this happen.."
"No leah.. i dont.. i dont mean it like that! i never used you at all i really... I actually loved you.."
"Loved.."
"I.."
"save it luke.. please just .. don't.. talk to me.. anymore.." She started running into ashton's house..
what the hell did i just do.. i lost the only good thing in my life..literally.. she's gone.. why wouldnt she be!? she hates me.. god im an idiot.. but i need to move on, and that's what i'll do..If i can.
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Hey guys! i'm updating pretty soon, in the mean time.. im starting a MICHAEL FANFICTION wooo! It's called Fever Pitch! Save it in your reading list if you want to read it (in case it turns Rated R) :-) very excited!
BTW the song of the chapter thing is basically the song you should listen to while reading the chapter :-) xx
