i push luke off of me and slap him
"Welcome back.." Luke said rubbing his cheek..
"I.. my.. i.." I said studdering
"Leah i don't want to fight.."
"NONE OF THIS WOULD OF HAPPENED IF YOU WOULD OF SLOWED DOWN!!" i shouted
"Yep.. youre back.." luke said sitting up..
"wait.. was everything you kept saying.. true?" I asked looking at luke
"about me loving you? yes." luke said looking down..
"i was stupid.. i should of slowed down.. you've been living here for the past couple weeks.. while you regained your memory..."
"WHAT ABOUT MY APARTMENT!?" i shouted on the verge of crying again, everything was falling apart.
"well.. due to the car crash, a amnesia leah..and no one around to make final payments.. you have no apartment.."
"oh my god.. " there they were.. the tears.."Everything is falling apart and its all your fault!"
"shut the fuck up! shut up! okay!?" Luke snapped.
I lean back afraid of what his reaction just was..
"i'm fucking tired of it! dammit! i risked my life so you wouldn't get as hurt, thats why i have a scar on my forehead and a broken arm.. I don't know how i'm alive... but i am..
"luke.. i.."
"I keep telling you, i love you, won't you just listen to me for once?!"
"I.."
"When you didn't remember jack shit, it was as if i was talking to a brick wall, you didn't know the girl i was talking about was you"
"was me.." I said at the same time he said "was you"
"I was wasting my time talking to a brick wall because without the real you, the stubborn, annoying, a bit physcotic, hard headed leah i fell in love with there wasn't any point!!" He shouted..
"I fucking love you!, what else do i need to do to prove it!? Drink some poison?!?! Romeo and Juliet !?"He shouted getting closer to me.. "Damn... Just.. believe me.. if i make one more mistake.. go ahead... leave me.. but i was stupid....and when i saw you in the hospital bed with an oxygen mask....slowly breathing.. a body so still.. needles hooked on to you..i thought.. i thought i lost you.." He said as tears formed in his eyes.. I can't remember the last time i saw him crying.. "They wouldn't let me get up and get closer to you.. I just wanted to take everything i've ever done back."
I pull his arm and kiss him softly.
"I love you.." I whispered.. "don't cry wimp.." I giggled
"stop.." He said half laughing..
we layed on the couch in silence..
"This summer has been shit.. " He spoke up ..
"forget everything that has happened." I said softly as i cuddled up to his chest. "Your birthday is soon.."
"Yeah.. in like 3 weeks..how do you remember?"
"Because you're my boyfriend of 3 years.. of course i'll remember babe." I said
"What?" He said
"what?" I asked
"You just.. you just called.. wait what? you just called me your boyfriend.. and babe?"
i smirked a bit..
"Rewind wait wait wait.. i wanna ask you properly!" Luke said laughing a bit, i can't remember the last time i saw him this happy..
