"Hey!" Finn smiled brightly, a small voice crack making its way into his words. "Hi" I responded, grinning.
I was trying to act calm, but inside I was not ok.
"oh my god she's here everyone shut the fuck up" I heard a high pitched voice say, it was probably jack.
I heard everyone quiet down, some mumbling words to each other, and some moving around in the hotel room, causing small noises.
"So- wanna come in?" Finn asked, softly smiling, a very faint but noticeable blush making its way to his pale cheeks. "yes- I mean sure" I stuttered slightly, the corners of my lips curving into an incredibly nervous smile.
I sat on the couch, nervously fiddling with my thumbs while darting my eyes in all directions, trying to see if Jaeden was there, but he wasn't.
I felt someone plop on the couch next to me, I looked over to see it was Sophia. "Hey, so you're the girl from the meet up right?" She asked, smiling as she rested her chin upon the palm of her hand. "yep that's me" I giggled awkwardly, giving her a nervous smile. "Cool" she smiled, I was just glad she was okay with me being there.
After a few more minutes of getting to know the losers, I felt someone's stare burning into the side of my head. I tried to ignore it but I couldn't shake off the feeling that someone was staring at me. so I finally looked over, and I saw Wyatt, sitting on the end of one of the beds, still staring at me even when I made eye contact. It wasn't a soft or kind stare, it was cold and judgemental, and he wouldn't stop staring at me which made it so much worse.
my thoughts were interrupted by jacks high pitched, almost girly voice next to me. "So y/n, how'd you get finn's number?" He asked, extremely obvious suspicion in his voice. I felt the lump in my throat worsen, this is what I feared most in the situation, I didn't want to be judged, but luck wasn't exactly on my side. "Actually-" I was about to respond, but Finn cut me off. "I gave it to her, don't worry she's cool" he said calmly, giving me an 'It's okay' look. But it wasn't okay, I now had both jack and Wyatt giving me cold and suspicious looks, which is exactly what I had feared. "..okay" jack sighed, leaning back in his seat.
Sophia was about to speak, but was interrupted by a clicking sound on the door, it opening shortly after. In walked Jaeden, keycard in hand. He shut the door behind him, a blank and bored stare plastered across his face. I assumed he wasn't told I was gonna be there because when he turned around, he made direct immediate eye contact with me, causing his facial expression to light up almost instantly. "Oh Jaeden hi- this is y/n, from the meet and greet" Finn told Jaeden with a small smile, he was just as fearful as I was that Jaeden might be judgemental, but he wasn't. Jaeden walked over and immediately sat in the small space in between jack and I, turning to me to give me an innocent smile, it was quite adorable really, so I smiled back.
We all talked for a few more minutes, I got to know the losers and they got to know me.
Chosen was super amazing, he wasn't judgemental or rude at all and he was a literal angel.
Jeremy was as sweet as ever, it turns out we both like a lot of the same music and tv shows, which made it easy to have good conversations with him.
Sophia was probably one of the best, she was interested in everything I had to say, and she complimented my hair which I thought was super nice.
jack was okay, he was still a little on edge and suspicious but I didn't blame him, I would be plenty weirded out if my friend invited some weirdo to the hotel room.
Finn was an absolute pocket of sunshine, he spoke to me with such interest and amusement, he really made me feel like I belonged there.
But I knew I didn't.
Jaeden, don't even get me started on him. The entire time he just looked at me and smiled, and any time I would smile at him he would giggle, it was so cute. Every single time his arm would accidentally touch mine, I could feel my stomach explode with butterflies, it was the best feeling.
Wyatt on the other hand was so much different, he remained quiet, just looking at me the entire time with the most cold and disgusted look on his face, which truly made me extremely sad because he was one of my favorites and it really hurt to see him giving me that kind of look.
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