Unmotivated.
That's the only word to describe me right now. Things that I used to enjoy had slipped through my finger like water. Football games, parties, talking to friends all seem rather "boring" or "stupid." It's not that I'm lazy; social anxiety has taken over. I'm tired of being told to "stop being so shy" or to "make friends with new people." You wouldn't tell a person who's just been stabbed to "stop bleeding." So why tell me to stop being so antisocial?
If I could change, I would. Don't you think I'd rather be one of those fun-loving girls who everyone likes rather than being a socially-awkward loser?
People just don't understand.
