the worst moment of all is when all this time has passed, you've learned so much about yourself, you've worked out more or less why you are unhappy, you have talked about it, you have tackled your destructive habits, you have done every single thing you are supposed to do in order to recover, and then one day you just look in the mirror and realise you are as sad as you ever were, you might feel it differently, but it is still there, still haunting you, and you just don't know how to let it go.
