The Way To New Beginnings

chapter 1

Beginnings...

the question is where to start? Will the beginning be good and not stop in the middle? And why do I ask this because I always I run into difficulty and give up? and when does the beginning of our life begin?

I always start something I really want to do and not finish it, and today I say enough. with all the difficulty I had in life I decided that I will finish it as best as I can.

Liam Levine, twenty- one, is approaching the age of twenty- two, a young woman with blue eyes and normal brown hair, Curly without shape, getting organized quickly because of The first day of college. I prepared the bag a day before. The clothes that hang on the hanger at the door of the closet.

so excited for the first day of the degree, as stressed as ever, I am a person who is always stressed, but always afraid of new things and from new people.
What I really want is to be a teacher, after a lot of decisions between psychology or child psychology or maybe social work, so I changed it to work with children, Liam Levin a teacher sounds good to me.

After a conversation with my parents and especially with my father who suggested to me: "You are good at English and also with children, a teacher can be a good direction for you".

I feel insecure, and then I always remind myself, Positive thoughts, good thoughts, are always the key to success in life ... trying to convince me that it is true.

After wearing the flowered white short-sleeved dress that goes above the knee, doll shoes, and frizzy hair that I do not usually comb my hair in the morning, because if I comb it just looks like a lion's hair, so I am braiding my hair, Not wearing makeup, I don't like makeup I look like a clown .
Takes the school bag, and my way to new beginning begins.

And why am I telling you this? It's true it sounds Like all the stories you've heard about a normal girl, but my story has a past and it's not that easy

? so where do we start

... The past

How it all began, hey my name is  Liam, Levin eldest daughter of  my parents Sharon and Jacob Levin I was adorable baby, like my mom always said, born completely normal, but during pregnancy, Sharon my mother bled for a few months the doctors told her that her baby will fall, but Sharon's mother told her that the  Yom Kippur is approaching and if she  will fasts the baby will not fall, My grandmother's intuitions were never wrong, days past and my mother not bled anymore and held me nine  months in her womb.

and all The months and tests and ultrasound during pregnancy were fine without any problems I was born in The late eighties.

The doctors examined me after my mother's birth and said  "Thank God everything is good," even ultrasound, and there is no physical problem. Maybe, in this case, they were not so right 

After the axes of the hour, I came into the world.

 Is it true that a half-year-old baby should already crawl? right like any "normal" baby? , then this is not the case, as a baby after a few months, even more than six months I started to roll from corner to corner and my parents realized something was wrong and it becomes something that repeats itself and of course from the age of six months, parents were running to my doctors to check why I'm not crawling their baby is not crawling is just rolling and for a long time, and to occupational Therapy  told them that I had problems in the basin and I need to do physical therapy infirmary several times a week, then it is clear that my mom   will do anything to help her children, especially to her oldest daughter , so she came to the clinic and I was in physical therapy.

 do you think it helped me ? well not really, What really helped me more crawling stage were my family is the ones who helped me to crawl and walk and walk at the age of almost two years. 

But the problems did not end here, as Liam, I grew up but not like a normal girl, I would fall and get up again, as a little girl I been noticed that it comes from my legs, and why? because both of my knees were moving I had to return them back and I would fall off if I did not return them back and of course my balance is not good, not to stand for a long time and running is not a question at all.