The Way To New Beginnings

chapter 18

  The next day everything goes on as usual, and I'm in agony, why, Did I agree to go into it? Ooh, it's not too late for the Thao to say he's got something he needs to do, or we'll learn another day in the hope that it will never happen.
Then Jenny wakes me up and pinches me. "What's going on, with you?" Stop thinking too much! "Jenny says, what's going through your mind?"  

"Not just a presentation, a culture course, I'm a little excited." I'm such a liar, to tell the truth, it's not the presentation Theo, and the work we have to work on, tell her already. And in the end, I avoid telling the truth, and Jenny does not make a fuss about it and says, "Okay!"

  At 18:00, I say goodbye to the girls and tell them we will meet later, and they smile with a smile that does not hide anything. "Do not do things that we do not do." "Yes, sure," I reply with a shy smile.
 study in the library with Theo, wow, why am I taking it hard? , He's got a girlfriend, nothing's going to happen, and besides, he's a man like everyone else, think you're a classmate, do not make it so interesting.  

When I get to the library, when I get to the library, I bump into who's in Vanessa, a friend of Theo's. She raises her head and lowers it so I will not look at her crying. She storms out of the library crying, I just wanted to ask her if she's okay?

Or something happened to her, but I did not make it. She's already gone fast. I get to the tables and see Theo sit down, play with the pencil, and if I do not imagine, he looks sad, too, and I wonder. Did someone die?

She's crying and agitated in his bubble, maybe I'd better go before he notices that I'm in.

I turn to the library door as I reach for the handle, Theo yells "Liam!" Oh Shit, turns to him smiling and says "Hey," he approaches me and says, "Where are you going, did not we decide to do our semester work?" And I say "Yes," "Look," I explain quickly, "I came across Vanessa before and saw that she was crying, I wanted to ask her all right, but she disappeared before I could ask, and I saw you sad, too, Today you learn and it does not seem appropriate time,

He responds with surprise: "Um, no, it's all right, and Vanessa and I had a little argument, and she made a story out of it and left," and you all right? "Why do I even ask? What do I care?" He replies. "I'm just a little argument, that's all."

"Do not worry it's none of my business and I'm not going into details, sure you want to work now, and he says" yes "

"Do not you want to, or are you just avoiding me?" I feel a flush on my cheeks. "Not simply because of everything that happened, maybe it's better on another day?"

  Liar I want to run away.

All right, come on, I walk with him to the table, open the article in special education, explain that I have marked important things that we learn from a specific subject I found in the article to do work on him. "I'm a kind of geek. I always check the article before I start working on it." He laughs with a grin and says it's okay, I have no problem, we read the article and explain, laughing at long words that you do not understand.

My cell phone rings, uh, it was really nice now why ruin it, and I see a call from Jenny, Jenny yells in my ear, "Where are you?" I get up from the chair and walk directly behind the library stands, In the library, I work on an article with Theo. "

 "Oooh, you know it's 20:30 in the evening and the library is going to close every minute, uh and your mum here so hurry up"

 "What does my mother do in my room?

  "Um, I do not know, she came here and wants to talk to you"

 "Okay, well I'm coming."

 "Okay! I'm here with her."

I arrive at the tables and say quickly to Theo, "It's already late and I have to hurry because my mother arrived and she's waiting, it was really nice, so we'll talk after it's okay, I'm really sorry that I have to do it like that.

 And he looks at me with a stunned look, and before I can turn toward the library exit, he is holding my hand, not aggressively, with a gentle grip, and again this touch, what I have when he touches me like this, I feel a chill and my heart starts to beat. Liam Calm down, I tell myself, and Theo says, "Where do you want to wait? I'll drive you to the dormitory," I reply quickly. "I do not want to bother you."

"Not really. After all, we're neighbors and I'm going to the dormitory."

"It's okay, I'll manage," it's as clear as possible to be away from you. Right now that's what I need. He releases my hand and I reach the door.

Or no, rain, rolling my eyes and Theo smiling triumphantly, "

Well, I think you have no choice, you're coming with me. "

"Ok, you won!"

We go into the car and go to the dormitory, the ride is quiet and of course, I will not open the conversation, when he is parked, he looks at me differently, and I answer" what?" And he replies

 " nothing"

"Ok!" I answer.

Theo opens the conversation. "So it was really nice, so tomorrow we study in my room?"

 No! "I open my eyes." Why? "

"Because I do not go into the rooms of strangers especially boys."

"But I'm not a stranger?

"We do not know each other and we're just partners!"

 "I do not understand what will happen if you come to my room and learn, what kind of law do you have?"

"I have no law, and nothing will happen, and maybe we should learn in my room!"

  "And is it okay for you to study in your room?"

" Yes, why not? "..

, So you do not think anything will happen between us in your room? "And winked.

Well, what is he aiming for? "Nothing will happen, tomorrow at five in the evening, okay?" .. trying to end the conversation. And he finally gives up and answers tomorrow at five o'clock! "

I get out of the car.

"Liam and I reply," What? "

"nothing!"

 Good ! Oh boys when you grow up already, shaking my head, and he's laughing.