The Way To New Beginnings

chapter 25

  I get out of the car. Trying to reach me quickly, and Theo is in a hurry, trying to reach me quickly, holding my hand, and begging, "Please Liam, stop being so stubborn, give me a minute to talk to you, please?" I sigh and say "Okay!" Here I am raising a white flag. You can talk to me now. " So now you can go to my room and talk quietly? "OK!".  

We reach him in the room, sit down.

Theo sighs and starts talking, "Liam!" I say steadily, without hesitation. "Yes, I know that my name is Liam. You do not have to repeat it." "I'm sorry about yesterday. Can we stay friends?" He spoke quickly, and I'm pretty upset I 'm sorry to think to myself, and I' m thinking back, "Fine!

"I have no problem with being friends and without any other things?" And he smiles shyly. Yes, there's no problem. "Well, I'm going back to my room, thank you for the ride, and we'll see each other, "he replies with a bright smile." Yes, we'll see each other again! "I look at him with straight eyebrows and leave his room, at least it's all over, I hope, and without any distractions, the moment I get into the room.

  Sighing and saying well It's time to call someone who I have not spoken to in a long time, my childhood friend Vicki Schwartz. Remembering Vicki I talked about her at the beginning of the story, my best childhood friend, the girl who would like to be her boyfriend and her girlfriend, she's just a life partner, smart, tall and she's so beautiful and irresistible, brown skin with brown hair, No one can not help noticing that she is passing through the room, and of course the great counselor on boys, I have to talk to her and spill everything. She always knows what to do and not to do the course ... I call and pray that she answers, and here she answers and says a familiar sentence.  

"What's going on, girl?

I missed you! "

"Yes, Vicky I missed you too," oh I love her, I tell her everything that happened, and she replies, "Okay, according to how you describe him, he's one of the guys who look good, but the whole thing about dinner, Sounds pretty hot to me, and too fast, do not you think? " "Then he talks in sentences that get a bit tangled in your head, and obviously you have a crush on him, but it seems to me Liam, you need to get away a little, see what's going on?" I reply to her "Yes, I try to get away, and we are only friends, and nothing else,

 "Well, I trust you, and I know that everything will work out.

"Be careful not to play games with you, will you?" "So if he does, he will not get out of it, do you understand?" She means joking, but she also means it.

I say, "All is well, nothing will happen, I promise!"

. Then I pass on a subject to her: "And what about you, Nicole, is there anyone new, and she answers hesitantly

You know, I work in the office of business people, part of my internship, and I met many customers, and some customer came up with some interesting deal and he just looked amazing, just like I love an Israeli who also lives. In Spain, he has citizenship there. " "I think it was more than a deal, right?" And she answers hesitantly again "Yes!" There was one date and we really talked and there was nothing, after that. "

 And I thought you had some juicy details to tell me? "You know I take things slowly, and I reply," Yes I know! "I ask her

 "He's just a beautiful, gorgeous man, I can not take my eyes off him, and I'm not sure about guys like that, you know like you."

 "Yes, but Vicky, if you do not try it, and you'll really see where it goes, how will you know?" And she replies with relief, "You're right!" We'll see where it goes! "

I wish her luck with him.

 We end the conversation between us and decide to meet on the weekend, and I feel a kind of relief, I mean, what a great stone is removed from my heart, Vicki always knows how to put me in proportion.

Mother comes from work, I cook dinner. She yawns and asks.

 "How was your day?"

 "Fine"! Without adding more information, and I ask: "How was your day?" So you will not ask any more questions. And she replied: "I'm fine"

I add, "How is the work, in the factory?" "And the people are very nice," she says, "and the factory is small and full of work," I tell her

"I'm happy for you." And of course, she does not evade me and asks: "Did you talk to Theo?" And I reply in her face "Yes? Pleased?" She answers with a half smile: "Yes, you finally got out of your stubbornness and let him talk, but I do not know what happened between you two, and I do not want to interfere!" But everything is fine, my beauty? "I reply quickly:" Yes! "" Everything is fine, it bothers me, so I did not want to talk to him. "

Liar, I tell myself.

 "You know I'm so sensitive," she makes a face that does not seem to her that I did not want to talk to him, and adds a phrase that every mother would say, "Sweetheart, okay, I understand you're sensitive, but you know if you need to talk or share, I'm here, "Okay?" I smile at her and say, "All right, Mama! If anything happens I'll talk to you! "

 And I say "Yes!"

Something's happening, I just do not feel like sharing it with what's happening now. I'm afraid of her reaction. I wish I'd stop with the fear and stop lying and I'd really share it, hoping it would happen eventually.