The Way To New Beginnings

chapter 17

Once a week in the college schedule, we have an hour-and-a-half campus life with all sorts of Happening activities, and food stands, jewelry and makeup and clothes, and where am I in all this fun? I go to the library to find articles, I go to the lovely librarian Hannah, and ask where can I find articles in special education? , So she happily comes with me and explains where the articles stand, and also explains to me on the computer where I can search through the library site of our college,

And easily find the specific article.

Says to her "Thank you very much"

  I start to search, I go through the articles and find the article I need, as soon as I put my hands on the article, someone from the other side takes it in his direction, creating a situation that he and I fight over until I decide to take it,

Then I see someone familiar, well, with my luck, Theo, "Th-eh!" I said in shock, and he replies, "Yes, I smile at him, and I say stammering," Do you need this article?

Do you learn English and special education? "

"Yes, that's my specialty," I reply without thinking, "Oh no," and he looks at me and does not understand, "Why not?"

Oops! He heard me say, "Sorry, I spoke out loud, I did not really mean it," and he replies with a smile, "No, that's fine."

All this conversation takes place near the position of the articles until I notice it, and turns to the tables of the library to work on the article and not looking in his direction, I sit down and begin to read the title of the article,

I notice that Theo is sitting next to me, looking at me and I do not look at him until I look at him and say

 "What?" Looking a little too intrusive and looking into my eyes, he puts his arm on the table and puts one finger to his chin and the other finger next to those fleshy lips that I feel ..... "And he says softly "

"I need this article"! , and I reply confidently," There are more copies, you can look for them thereIn the position of a library! "And he says insolently:" No, I want the article, That you're reading right now! "I'm sorry, I've already started working on it, and he replies," yes I can!

 I look at him nervously but do not raise my voice and answer him as gracefully.

It's just an article! "

And he says, "Thank you very much for the offer, but I have a better offer, and I say yes, what is it, and I say to myself, Oy Liam, I should not have cooperated, he is planning something, but it's intriguing and I want to know what he wants? Theo suggests that he and I do the special education work together, and I tell myself, do not get into it, it's a recipe for trouble, you remember what you say to yourself, boys are out of bounds.

But something motivates me and without thinking I answer "Yes!" ,

 Well, then we'll work on the articles tomorrow at 4 pm, not after. "

 What a bossy, I reply, "Not tomorrow at 6 pm in the library!"

"Why, but it's more convenient to study in the dormitory, you know, quieter, there are not many people?" , And I decide not to! Tomorrow at 6 in the library.

  I get up from the chair and walk toward the college campus. He comes up to me quickly and says with a rather disappointed look, okay tomorrow at 6 o'clock in the library, and puts his hand on my shoulder and shivers and excitement passes through me, and we look at each other and do not look down until someone tall and beautiful, with black hair, smooth and fluttering, comes to us with my high heels coming to the sky, a roughed and torn jeans, and her undershirt that sees all her "beautiful assets," and she calls Theo enthusiastically  

  "Theo, where were you, honey, I was looking for you?" " He looked at her indifferently smiling at her, and answered her quickly, "I looked for an article in the library, and there were many people and I did not hear the cell phone!"  Then I see she is looking at me, and gracefully says "Hello!"

 Theo, looking up at me, smiling shyly and saying "Vanessa" That's Liam! "  

"Liam, you know my girlfriend Vanessa!" I answer, and I want to bury myself and say softly

"Nice to meet you," she replies suspiciously. "Nice to meet you too!"... An embarrassing situation, I say to both of them, I'll see you then! And I understand that I have to walk quickly away, trying to walk elegantly and not fast because it is unpleasant.

  And Theo, yells at me, yes tomorrow at 6 in the library and I look at him in a bit of shock and answer stammering "um, yes" and now I'm really going fast because I see my friends sitting on the bench and calling me to come over. Wow, what luck, and I reach them and we sit down next to them and they ask to know what went on in this trio? Theo, me and Vanessa, this 60,90,60 model. "So what's going on here?" Jenny asks, "um, I do not know, I bumped into him in the library again and he wanted some article, and I helped him look where it was and that's it! They look at me with wondering eyes, "I think it was a little more than talking about the article," Naomi blurts out, and I reply. "No, we just talked about the article, that we're in the same specialty in English and special education, and that's that  

  Okay, "says Jenny," when you want to share we are here, we will not pressure you. "I replied, embarrassed," Thank you " They're really cute, I just think that's not the time to talk about him. Ah! I remembered something else, "I did not tell you, but this girl, by the way, is called Vanessa, is his girlfriend, and they are together." But the way he looks at you I think he's more on you than on her? Jenny said, and Naomi replies, "I agree with you!",  

. "And as I said boys out of bounds, it's best at the moment that I have no one"

And besides, who should be with someone like me, insecure who does not know what she wants from herself? Talking to myself ... and maybe I just hoped that something would happen, and obviously he would have a girlfriend, especially a guy like him. Maybe I should not have told him so soon about tomorrow, and next to his girlfriend, oh, what did I do? Okay, tomorrow, you're studying in the library, and that's it... I should not have said yes,