The Way To New Beginnings

chapter 14

The college is far from my parents' home so I prepared them in advance for me to live in the college dormitories. twenty-one years of living with parents is enough, I need a life for myself, it's not that I have something bad in the family, but we are a very good family And supportive advisory, and it is time that I was the eldest of the family between the three sons I will go to the great world.

I take the first bus at 6:30 to the intermediate station in the north, and from there take a bus straight to college, a college in the north, a small college of up to 1000 students, a very small college with a ratio to every student. Each student on his own with a name that studies teaching,

I come to the college looking around, I arrive alone. I do not know anyone. When I enter, I see secretarial offices on my right and turn to her, and ask the secretary who looks to me in her mid-thirties

 "Can I please know where classroom 21?

 she answers me kindly: "You go straight to the cafeteria and turn left. The class is on the right." I say "Thank you!"

 And starts walking toward the classroom, quickly towards the class because I'm late,

Then I try to walk quickly to the classroom until "boom" I bump into something high and fall to the floor and fall on the buttocks. "Oh, I'm so sloppy, is not there some kind of day I will not fall in front of people?" I try to get up and feel the pain in the buttock area. I hope I do not have a red bruise on my buttocks. That's what I need today. When I try to get up, I see a hand reaching out to me,

I raise my head and look at the tall guy I accidentally bumped into, and the first thing I say is a gigantic melting smile and white teeth, and he replies warmly: "Are you okay? did something happen to you? do you need anything?, and I answer or rather Hesitantly: No, I'm okay... Thank you!

 Okay, This guy looks amazing, a chestnut hair leaning next to brown eyes, even a little nose, and lips, fleshy lips, I want to bite his big lower lip ... Oh, my thoughts. .. Calm down ...Oh God, I need a  calming pill and fast 

Such a handsome young man I forgot to mention is muscular, let's say every woman would fall at his feet.

I think I just stare at him for a short time and gather quickly and say to myself, 'Shut up, stop .staring at him and he'll understand it for a second.' "He smiles. A million-dollar smile, and says: "Hey, I'm Theo! Theo, Brown. "What's your name?" I smile shyly

  Ok, Liam, you're answering him nicely and without the insecurity, you're already grown up.

  !And answers him with "confidence": Liam.

Theo looks at me in a strange way as if he is also beginning to stare and looks from the bottom up ... I begin to feel uncomfortable and say quickly: "Um, nice to meet you I'm rushing to my class There's an encounter with the lecturer and the new students,

Goodbye!"

 It seems to me that half of what I said he did not understand that the words had worn out to me, but it did not matter that I moved toward the classroom,

On the way to class, I have thoughts of "Why do I have to come across people, I'm so clumsy, and who else I came across with my luck, this guy that you're telling yourself you'll never get close to these guys, the beautiful guys, they're not for you, Beautiful with self-confidence who really know what they want in life not like you insecure with crooked legs that no one would look at, and then I notice that I devote to negative thoughts take over me

Well, Liam, stop it

 A new day, a new school day. You have a new life. People, new studies. Any negative thought is superfluous at the moment, calm down and get into the class, oh, how late I am. Of course, I'm the last one to go into the classroom, all eyes on me

  The teacher Elena I knew before I came to enroll and study there was in the class. She immediately recognized me and said to me: "You must be Liam, right?" I replied Shyly, "Yes"

"Oh, I see that everyone came,

"Sit down sweetheart, Let's begin our lesson"

The acquaintance with everyone was very flowing and relaxed, each one said his name and which teacher he wants to be and why they want to be a teacher? Of course, I say why I want to be a teacher, and I replied: "I really love children and I have good English so I decided to be a teacher. I did not say that it was after much deliberation, as the lesson continued to the teacher's skills.

 My mind wanders toward the guy I'd accidentally bumped into before, thinking of his solvent smile, his eyes, and the way he asked me if I'm all right? And I wonder what he's learning? How a guy like him studies education, suits him to study business administration or high-tech ... and I .find myself staring at the ceiling and blushing

How many thoughts about a guy in one day? Think about yourself. The day passed relatively well after the embarrassing situation that happened to me earlier in the morning. I met new people. Two new friends, Jenny and Naomi, told me where they came from, and we discovered that our courses are similar,

To a shy person like myself I'm quite sociable, and then I realized that they too are going to be with me in the dorms, at least not to be alone,

Jenny said excitedly, "Well, we're going to have a lot of fun together

And I happily replied "definitely"

At five o'clock in the evening, I arrive home three hours later, only tomorrow the dormitory apartments will be available so I should have gone home.

Father is still at work, and Mom in the living room with the TV wrapped in a blue blanket and sleeping after a busy day's work. And the TV is on, I press the TV remote and turn it off, and then she wakes up with red-blue eyes from fatigue and says, "Oh, my sweet Liam, you have come home!

  How was the first day of school?  The lecturers? Getting to know new friends? And emphasizes new boys? She says it not because she does not want me to have anyone, because I never had a boyfriend

My mother is one of the stressed-out mothers who want their daughters married from a young age

I reply indifferently: "Hey, Mom, how are you? how was he at work?

And I answer her some of her questions: "Today was very nice, I met new friends, some courses are nice, some less, and that's it, and I do not say a word about the guy I met because If I tell her  she will not stop and ask too many questions, then I miss the topic I wish I could tell her about him  "Mommy Do not ask I ran into a handsome guy and ran away from him quickly" ... She does not need to know that!

As I talk to her I turn toward the room and put the bag on the floor and throw myself to bed, lying on my back and looking at the ceiling and uttering a little pause of 'what  a day ... and arranging thoughts, or rather trying to arrange thoughts of  how I should arrange The bag for tomorrow and clothes, and also evacuate half of my room to the new Dormitories and get up early,

 To think about Theo, his lips, his eyes and his smile, and then I throw out my shrewd thoughts, and say, "Hey, you're going to learn Education that's the main thing, not falling in love, and especially not pretty guys.

Beautiful guys are a recipe for disaster.