A Knot (COMPLETED)

Chapter 20

I'm sorry guys if this chapter is a bit different than the other ones because i wrote this chap on my damm laptop that doesn't function well at all....it took years for me to write these two lines because i am comfortable in writing this..only on my mobile ..so sorry 😃 ,anyways i hope you still enjoy it 

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Divya's pov

Should we actually do it? I don't know....

Right now we were heading towards our honeymoon place, which is a complete mystery to me because Tarun isn't gonna say me the place.

I just looked around, we were in the flight so ya...

After 3 hours we landed

"Where are we Tarun?" I asked him coming out

"We are in Milan, Italy" he said me and caught my hand and dragged me with him

Oh...it was always my dream to come to Italy, cause I don't know I feel this Place is nice...

We went to a hotel... Which is also owned by Tarun, and I'm not gonna go about how rich he is cause that's mean...

But only one question... Should we do it? Cause I have known him for 10 years and all... I think I should.

Even though I wasn't with him for 10 years, we were still knowing each other...

Oh god..  Why didn't we do it Already? If we had done it already then I wouldn't be so nervous on our first night.

"Yeah... Even I think the same thing" he said, hugging me from behind

"Should we?" I asked him

"It's you wish Divya, you can do whatever you want.. Its up to you." he said

"I don't know Tarun... I don't want you to leave just because I couldn't give myself to you" I said

"No Divya, I'll never leave you for such a stupid reason" he said kissing my cheeks.

I don't know... Its all so complicated.

"I know Sweety, you leave it we are here to enjoy our honeymoon" he said and started kissing my neck.

I leaned in on his touch... And then it was all unexpected

He was on top of me, I was on bed

The next second we were both naked... Thats when this happened...

(I almost threw up so if I write more details I'll really throw up cause I have phobia of all this as my stomach is doing somersaults)

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Geez... Did yesterday really happen? I don't know... I don't really know what to do.. Should I be happy now that I finally did it or should I cry?

I don't freaking know!

"You don't have to know" Tarun said hugging me and kissing my neck. We were both covered till the chest in sheets.

"Tarun...I don't know actually... Its all weird" I said him

"Hey this doesn't change anything okay? I love you...you love me, it's just our bond grew, I'm not some mad person who leaves his wife after using her" he said

I hope you aren't

"And if I was, you would kill me and again drag me from the dead to kill me again" he said

"Yeah, I would do that" I said him

I went into the shower dragging the sheets with me

"You don't have to be so nervous around me anymore you know" he said looking at me

I took a bottle that was next to me on the table and thrower it at him

"Wait... Let me join you" he said

"Get lost!" I said and closed the bathroom doors so that he doesn't come in.

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Hey!! I hope you all are fine!! I sneaked out and typed this

I have to go guys!! Bye!!luv ya!! Take care!!

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