A Knot (COMPLETED)

Chapter 31

Huff..decisions decisions... Maybe end it at chap 35? I dunno

But overall thanks for 405 reads and 80 votes... I thought I would never cross 400 reads.. But really thank you 😘😘😘

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Divya's pov

Oh so now he is ignoring me...

I need a clear picture when he comes back okay? Because I'm supposed to be the one angry on him.. I'm supposed to ignore him!

The door opened saying that he came home.. Well lets relax him a bit as I don't want him to be tired out when I talk to him

See what kind of a nice wife I am!

I gave him coffee which he accepted maybe because he's hungry? So I quickly made some food for him. Nothing just snacks too which he ate. Looks like he's really tired.

He didn't say a word after that. He simply came near me and laid on my lap.

After sometime he didn't move I guess he slept off.

So I took a pillow and kept it back of me and I too slept

~~morning~~

"Divya?" Tarun's voice said

"Hmm" I said normally.. You know why? Because I am stupid when I just get up and I don't know what I'm doing

"Ayush won't stop crying" he said giving Ayush to me.. I rocked Ayush back and forth but still he won't stop.

"Maybe he's hungry" I said, then I remembered.. I did not breastfeed him yesterday. Damm me!

Tarun went out, maybe understanding

After that I started to think of what happened yesterday.. Because I have a problem of slightly forgetting things after I sleep

Tarun.. Asked for divorce? Ma and Sthuthi slapped me? This guy gave me silent treatment? Now I remembered everything

I directly went to Tarun and banged my hand on the table Tarun was sitting while drinking coffee

He raised an eyebrow and looked up at me

"Why were you giving me silent treatment yesterday morning?!" I asked him

"because I didn't want to hurt you" he said nicely sipping his coffee.. Feel like pouring that coffee on his oh so nicely made hair. Stupid guy!

"What do you mean?! Giving me silent treatment also hurt me!" I said

"Yeah.. But I needed to calm my anger and make sure that you still loved me And wanted to be with me" he said

"And how did you do that?" I nicely asked him folding my arms near my chest.

"If I had spoken to you, I would've scolded you or yelled at you because I was angry.  I didn't want to do that, but then in evening when I came if you didn't cars for me you wouldn't bring me coffee and cook for me, if you didn't love me you wouldn't have allowed me to sleep on your lap" he said.. Ohh...

"Oh" I said

"But now I no you still love me.. But I know you'll never forgive me now" he said

"I just want you to know that I'm really sorry for what I did to you... Even though I know you won't forgive me anytime soon" he said and left.

Okay.. He's really regretting this.. But why should I forgive him? It's the second time he's breaking my heart.. Once okay, but twice? If he really regretted what he did in the past he wouldn't have now doubted me.

I'm not going to forgive him now... If he really regrets it then let him show it through his actions. 

Because I'm not going to be Naive and forgive him so easily.

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