Divya's pov
I made Tarun so sad... I reminded him of something he didn't want to remember.
But still it hurts very much. My whole past is not open to him.. So many things are there which even he doesn't know, one thing is there which even I don't know..
"Divya? Can you bring me coffee?" he asked me
I took coffee and went to him, he drank the coffee and gave it to me and started working on his laptop again.
Should I tell him what happened with me life? Won't he think that I'm not worth his love? How will he feel when he comes to know that I did all those things? Would he hate me? Will he leave me? I don't know
"Divya?" Tarun asked, I turned to him
"hmm?" I asked him
"Are you worried about something? Divya I said I'm really sorry.. Its okay if you don't want to forgive me.. I know I don't deserve your forgiveness.. Don't think too much about it" he said
"No Tarun.. Its not about you. It's about something else" I said
"And moreover I forgave you Tarun" I said, he got up and came near me, he placed his forehead on my forehead and looked into my eyes
"What's bothering you Divya?" he asked me
"Tarun.. You said your past to Me.. But I don't know if I'll ever be able to tell my past to you" I said, closing my eyes and looking down with tear threatening to fall down from my eyes.
He lifted my chin with his forefinger.
"Divya open your eyes" he said, I opened my eyes
"Look at me" he said again
I looked up at him
"Divya.. It doesn't matter to me if you can't share your past with me.. Share it with me only if your comfortable or else leave it Divya. I love you soo much, I already hunted you twice.. So now I won't force you to tell your past to me" he said looking down feeling guilty, I ran my hands up and down on his shoulder telling him it was okay.
"Thank you Divya for staying with me even though I hurt you and broke you so much" he said sadly and left from there.
~~in evening ~~
"Tarun.." I said
"What?" he asked me
"Can you promise me one thing?" I asked him
"Yes anything for you.. Except for leaving you" he said sitting on the bed keeping my hand on his palm
"I'll never ask you to do that...actually the complete opposite, promise me you'll never leave me" I said
"Promise dear, even if I die, I'll come back as a ghost to you" he said
I kept my hand on his mouth "don't talk about dieing" I said
"Will You not leave me even after knowing my past" I said
"No Divya.. Why would I leave you? All of that is in the past. and I'm least bothered about it" he said
"I don't think so" I said.. A part of me just knows that he will leave me again because that's the type of past I have.. Even if he leaves me, this time I will be guilty for it because he will definitely hate me after this
Oh god.. Even if he hates me, I hope he doesn't leave me. That time I realised what day it is today
Tarun was there sitting on the bed
I kept a hand on his shoulder "Its Varsha's birthday today.. Isn't it?" I asked him.. Wait, why did I say that to him?
He looked at me his eyes wide in surprise, he stood up and looked at me seriously
"How do you know Varsha?" he asked me, shucks... I did a big mistake telling him...he doesn't know that I know about Varsha.. Oh god! What have I done?
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Hey guys!! Who do you think is Varsha? What is so bad in Divya's past that she's so sure Tarun will leave her?
Anyways THIRD UPDATE OF THE DAY!!
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